THECHEATCODE™Mama, was my Everything.. yet she let me drop so hard. After promising to never do that again, yes it hurts. That's my mama.
... how is she not a Moroccan model, a Italian model. Tell me now. That's not her name. She's got a Company.. under that name.
✔️. Don't mean a thing, why can't you BELIEVE the words I'm saying. Why you gotta doubt every single thing. Why you gotta assume I'm Lying, and just desperately find clues to that I was. When it DOESN'T EVEN MATTER
My mom really stands out you know, would you fucking look. Sure she is a model and Morroccan/Italian. It's not like she's hiding it
●. She's standing at the side of the headscarf women. That's a Muslim thing. She obviously is Arabian
●. You can tell the "Dutch" people, those are the ones without scarves! Well, they look NOTHING like my mom
●. She's wearing a scarf on her neck that's SO #Morroccan™ style. The colors, the print. It's very much African Arabian
●. You can PAINFULLY tell she is a superstar amongst some "regular folk" she is obviously special. She don't belong
●. You can tell the "Dutch" people, those are the ones without scarves! Well, they look NOTHING like my mom
●. She's wearing a scarf on her neck that's SO #Morroccan™ style. The colors, the print. It's very much African Arabian
●. You can PAINFULLY tell she is a superstar amongst some "regular folk" she is obviously special. She don't belong
⏹️. #SideNote. Do you feel how TERRIFYING this photo is for me. They ALL know me, and they looking at me evil. Especially the big women, I've never MET them at all. It is terrifying, they want to come and get me. They want me in the LOONEYBIN. They are all secretly working for the GGZ, closely related because they in care-institutions.
●. all work with GGZ, that's GGZers
●. all know me, want to have me in.
●. all EVIL because I'm nice & smart.
●. all work with GGZ, that's GGZers
●. all know me, want to have me in.
●. all EVIL because I'm nice & smart.
... this photo is TRAUMA, it's like being back in Amsterdam running from them. It was hell, it was COLD mother. It was cold, I was freezing.. running with bags so heavy trying to keep everything together. Dodging bullets, literally. Everybody F*cking with me, no understanding. COLD shoulder, only hate. They took my money, from my hands.. from the bank.
🗡. I'm terrified of them, but I'm not SCARED of them. Fear is the Devil, but I'm doing is not from fear.. it's from terrification. You just WALK, from pure brutal survivalinstinct. When they are all marching behind you, you just run. Ofcourse it's TERRIFYING, but I'm not scared
.. that's the Fear of losing your Life, that's the REAL fear you all don't even know because you're numbed. My fear isn't pain, it's not "thrills in your ❤️" my fear is purely #NOBREATHING.
▶️. Fear = painful, nervous, "IDK what to do" pacing, breathing heavy, heart palpitations.
✔️. That's the Devil, that's just VOODOO that's not real. You are not in danger, you are faking it for the mfs watching or you're just #Evil
▶️. Terrification = pure Focus, you know exactly what to do. "I'm gonna, I ain't fecking care. I'll kill" no breathing, heart racing, superpower
✔️. That's real, that's honesty. That's SURVIVALinstinct.
✔️. That's the Devil, that's just VOODOO that's not real. You are not in danger, you are faking it for the mfs watching or you're just #Evil
▶️. Terrification = pure Focus, you know exactly what to do. "I'm gonna, I ain't fecking care. I'll kill" no breathing, heart racing, superpower
✔️. That's real, that's honesty. That's SURVIVALinstinct.
.. you don't seem to have a heart or any sense of reality. You are puppets, doing a show every day and it's not FUNNY or cool. You look emberassing.
"Dancing for the Devil"
I COULD STAY AT ANY HOSTEL ONLY FOR A NIGHT MAX.. AFTER GETTING INTO A BED BY GOD'S GRACE USUALLY AFTER 10PM AT NIGHT. I WOULD HAVE TO PACK MY 4 BAGS AGAIN NEXT MORNING AND LEAVE, MOST TIMES AT 6AM. TO GO WALK THE STREET, COLD TO FIND ANOTHER PLACE. AGAIN UNTIL AT TIMES 1AM AT NIGHT. DODGING POLICE
Hiding everywhere, going to shops only to hide. Sitting in cafes for an hour, others they'd get sus. Trying to get into Library. Again, kicked out. I was going from Amsterdam to Zeeland and back to The Hague in one day.. in the traintoilet hiding from control with a severe pneumonia in PAIN just to not lose money and find a place to sleep for one mf night in a smelly ditch.. while carrying bags 20kg and more and stealing food from stands and stores. Running into alleys
DELETE THEM NOW PLEASE, DELETE YOUR ISHES. DELETE YOUR ILLUSIONS, YOUR "#PATRONEN" NOW ALL AT ONCE FOR ME. DO IT PLEASE NOW.. THEN IT'LL BE OVER
what YOU looking at me for, God.. like you horny but you laugh. Why you hate me, but you don't. Grow up, you are not 15 anymore SLET. You're a grown man and mf rich and big. What's YOUR ISH
Mama: "God don't do a thing!"
Elina: why NOT, he's supposed to love me. I do nothing wrong
Mama: "praying is useless, do it yoself"
Elina: I'm TRYING
Elina: why NOT, he's supposed to love me. I do nothing wrong
Mama: "praying is useless, do it yoself"
Elina: I'm TRYING
... only counts for me! Because you all have Power in The Game, and God don't even know you. But, he's supposed to know me and know I'm Holy. And it was EVERYBODY blocking me, and making him insane. It's still his fault more than mine, just because..
✔️. He is the man
That's the Responsibility you have as The Man, you got the PENIS so you got the "Power in action" inaction is for a man just mf evil, sissygay behaviour. You are the man, so you do it. KankerSLETJE
🗡. WHAT you crying for
🗡. WHAT you scared of
🗡. WHAT you Delulu for
🗡. WHAT you laughing at
🗡. WHY you gravelling
🗡. WHAT you scared of
🗡. WHAT you Delulu for
🗡. WHAT you laughing at
🗡. WHY you gravelling
Submissive BOTTOM, go away ma
✅️. You are a man, so you Do it. Simple, you fight. You walk through fire, bitch. Give back your Penis and balls please. You don't CRY and ask the woman if she's okay. It's YOUR #RESPONSIBILITY as men.
✔️. That's what you get in return for being stronger and above women, still. You are, you are First.
✔️. That's what you get in return for being stronger and above women, still. You are, you are First.
... if he don't act like a man, he don't Deserve the title or the true love of a woman. End of
Go for all of you Gays.. look at you. Just 7 gaytjes locked up and crying. Crying for mama to save and "Panicky" because they need to do Military. They need to find a girl to marry, oh no oh no. Oh oh oh aaaaugoyfiyfyof
🖕. You can totally just go #Missing, and then come back LATER or not. Some of you totally wanna go forever, like Yoongi. Just do it, mongooltje
🖕. Jimin could've TOTALLY escaped the military. That's just a Fact, but he didn't. He's boring and gay.
🖕. Jin could've ABSOLUTELY just come to me in June 24 and every day after. He just mf didn't, I was totally easy to find and he could've TEXTED
🖕. BTS could've send a Korea in, a bodyguardTM don't care. You could've, should've. Would've in my mind!
🖕. Jimin could've TOTALLY escaped the military. That's just a Fact, but he didn't. He's boring and gay.
🖕. Jin could've ABSOLUTELY just come to me in June 24 and every day after. He just mf didn't, I was totally easy to find and he could've TEXTED
🖕. BTS could've send a Korea in, a bodyguardTM don't care. You could've, should've. Would've in my mind!
BUT YOU DIDN'T, I'M PISSED. I WANT TO DIE
(😊).. what you such a Smiley for! You're creepy, you look stupid. Like you're retarded, stuck in a smile. There's not so much to smile about, Tillybill. Your father was a Satanist and you were his favorite, don't think it's a thing to brag about when he was often right about you even when he was Pissed
Don't be #Achterlijk, don't hide behind your Education. Daisy don't do that either not