THECHEATCODE™Mama, was my Everything.. yet she let me drop so hard. After promising to never do that again, yes it hurts. That's my mama.
... how is she not a Moroccan model, a Italian model. Tell me now. That's not her name. She's got a Company.. under that name.
✔️. Don't mean a thing, why can't you BELIEVE the words I'm saying. Why you gotta doubt every single thing. Why you gotta assume I'm Lying, and just desperately find clues to that I was. When it DOESN'T EVEN MATTER
My mom really stands out you know, would you fucking look. Sure she is a model and Morroccan/Italian. It's not like she's hiding it
⏹️. #SideNote. Do you feel how TERRIFYING this photo is for me. They ALL know me, and they looking at me evil. Especially the big women, I've never MET them at all. It is terrifying, they want to come and get me. They want me in the LOONEYBIN. They are all secretly working for the GGZ, closely related because they in care-institutions.
●. all work with GGZ, that's GGZers
●. all know me, want to have me in.
●. all EVIL because I'm nice & smart.
●. all work with GGZ, that's GGZers
●. all know me, want to have me in.
●. all EVIL because I'm nice & smart.
... this photo is TRAUMA, it's like being back in Amsterdam running from them. It was hell, it was COLD mother. It was cold, I was freezing.. running with bags so heavy trying to keep everything together. Dodging bullets, literally. Everybody F*cking with me, no understanding. COLD shoulder, only hate. They took my money, from my hands.. from the bank.
I COULD STAY AT ANY HOSTEL ONLY FOR A NIGHT MAX.. AFTER GETTING INTO A BED BY GOD'S GRACE USUALLY AFTER 10PM AT NIGHT. I WOULD HAVE TO PACK MY 4 BAGS AGAIN NEXT MORNING AND LEAVE, MOST TIMES AT 6AM. TO GO WALK THE STREET, COLD TO FIND ANOTHER PLACE. AGAIN UNTIL AT TIMES 1AM AT NIGHT. DODGING POLICE
Hiding everywhere, going to shops only to hide. Sitting in cafes for an hour, others they'd get sus. Trying to get into Library. Again, kicked out. I was going from Amsterdam to Zeeland and back to The Hague in one day.. in the traintoilet hiding from control with a severe pneumonia in PAIN just to not lose money and find a place to sleep for one mf night in a smelly ditch.. while carrying bags 20kg and more and stealing food from stands and stores. Running into alleys
DELETE THEM NOW PLEASE, DELETE YOUR ISHES. DELETE YOUR ILLUSIONS, YOUR "#PATRONEN" NOW ALL AT ONCE FOR ME. DO IT PLEASE NOW.. THEN IT'LL BE OVER
