THECHEATCODE™Mama, was my Everything.. yet she let me drop so hard. After promising to never do that again, yes it hurts. That's my mama.
... how is she not a Moroccan model, a Italian model. Tell me now. That's not her name. She's got a Company.. under that name.
✔️. Don't mean a thing, why can't you BELIEVE the words I'm saying. Why you gotta doubt every single thing. Why you gotta assume I'm Lying, and just desperately find clues to that I was. When it DOESN'T EVEN MATTER
My mom really stands out you know, would you fucking look. Sure she is a model and Morroccan/Italian. It's not like she's hiding it
⏹️. #SideNote. Do you feel how TERRIFYING this photo is for me. They ALL know me, and they looking at me evil. Especially the big women, I've never MET them at all. It is terrifying, they want to come and get me. They want me in the LOONEYBIN. They are all secretly working for the GGZ, closely related because they in care-institutions.
●. all work with GGZ, that's GGZers
●. all know me, want to have me in.
●. all EVIL because I'm nice & smart.
●. all work with GGZ, that's GGZers
●. all know me, want to have me in.
●. all EVIL because I'm nice & smart.
... this photo is TRAUMA, it's like being back in Amsterdam running from them. It was hell, it was COLD mother. It was cold, I was freezing.. running with bags so heavy trying to keep everything together. Dodging bullets, literally. Everybody F*cking with me, no understanding. COLD shoulder, only hate. They took my money, from my hands.. from the bank.
🗡. I'm terrified of them, but I'm not SCARED of them. Fear is the Devil, but I'm doing is not from fear.. it's from terrification. You just WALK, from pure brutal survivalinstinct. When they are all marching behind you, you just run. Ofcourse it's TERRIFYING, but I'm not scared
.. that's the Fear of losing your Life, that's the REAL fear you all don't even know because you're numbed. My fear isn't pain, it's not "thrills in your ❤️" my fear is purely #NOBREATHING.
▶️. Fear = painful, nervous, "IDK what to do" pacing, breathing heavy, heart palpitations.
✔️. That's the Devil, that's just VOODOO that's not real. You are not in danger, you are faking it for the mfs watching or you're just #Evil
▶️. Terrification = pure Focus, you know exactly what to do. "I'm gonna, I ain't fecking care. I'll kill" no breathing, heart racing, superpower
✔️. That's real, that's honesty. That's SURVIVALinstinct.
✔️. That's the Devil, that's just VOODOO that's not real. You are not in danger, you are faking it for the mfs watching or you're just #Evil
▶️. Terrification = pure Focus, you know exactly what to do. "I'm gonna, I ain't fecking care. I'll kill" no breathing, heart racing, superpower
✔️. That's real, that's honesty. That's SURVIVALinstinct.
.. you don't seem to have a heart or any sense of reality. You are puppets, doing a show every day and it's not FUNNY or cool. You look emberassing.
"Dancing for the Devil"