It’s been fed back to me (offline) that some of you here are finding my relentless negativity too much. I know - have been conscious of that too (i really have had a bit of a dip), and I am sorry.

So in an attempt to be more positive again: we had a lovely rainbow 🌈 here in #Eastbourne. I shared a picture on our street WhatsApp group and so many others shared theirs and we decided to see it as a sign of hope! #Community #Hope #MagicInTheCity

#Eastbourne #Community #Hope #MagicInTheCity

Honestly, the replies to this ⬆️from you: 💚💚💚💚
Feeling a lot of gratitude for this community and the potentials of what we can do here, strengthening each other in so many ways.

@pvonhellermannn

Honesty is always the goal, whether it's positive or negative, imo.

I thank you for being an honest person.

Keep up the good work.

@504DR

Thank you for saying that. In fact this post was somewhat dishonest: I don’t actually feel any real #Hope; not in that big #Hope way. But it WAS nice to have this moment of shared joy; and to have this beauty in the sky, just there, free, above our ordinary street. In fact, i had the same last week when leaving work, walking to station: amazing evening sky! Another moment of generosity and possibility (in a pretty gritty urban setting). It’s not big hope, but something.

@pvonhellermannn

We are living in unprecedented times.

Humans have been fvcking with the planet long enough that we are now in the find out phase.

For those who are aware, it's a jumble of emotions that can rise and fall like a roller coaster.

For me, acceptance of our situation levels out those valleys and peaks. Freeing myself from the angst and worry about false solutions that will not solve anything, and letting go of false hope that feeds the angst and worry bc it never comes true.

It's this freedom from angst and worry that allows me to focus on what's important in the here and now, to find joy everyday in what we still have, in who is really important to us, and to keep working towards obtainable goals on things and issues that matter most to me. Bc it's never too late to do that.

It also steels me for what is yet to come.

One of my pinned posts is by Jordan Perry on 14 actions to help us deal with these unprecedented times that I found to be helpful.

There are still wondrous things all around us and reasons to be joyful and grateful every day. Some days they plain to see, some days we have to search for them, but they are still there.

Wishing you find rainbows every day, whether they are visible or not. ✌️

@504DR 💚🙏🏼 thank you so much for this. Immensely helpful. I really appreciate it.

@pvonhellermannn

Thank you, Pauline; I'm glad you found value in it.🙏

Many aren't ready to. And that's okay too.

This is one of my short term goals; attempting to show ppl that doom is not gloom, and happiness during dark times is still possible.
✌️

@pvonhellermannn you have don’t to be more positive for me. When I read your posts, it often puts into words something I’m feeling or thinking too and it’s comforting to know I’m not alone. It’s kind of exhausting having to pretend to be fine all day when you don’t feel fine at all. 💚

@annaf 💚 yes - exactly this. ❤️‍🩹And i know what you mean about needing others to express what you feel- I just had that sense with a tweet I read by Julia Steinberger 5 min ago (i have been straying back to X a tiny bit lately, I have to confess, just because i miss the direct global connections. I do worry about how federation prevents that here)

https://mastodon.green/@pvonhellermannn/111923142852817054

Pauline von Hellermann (@[email protected])

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@pvonhellermannn I don’t find you to be as described, Pauline.

On the subject of hope, back in 2018 I read an article by Derrick Jensen – https://orionmagazine.org/article/beyond-hope/. There’s much I’ve found helpful in there, especially the line which says:

“I am a complex enough being that I can hold in my heart the understanding that we are really, really fucked, and at the same time that life is really, really good.”

Orion Magazine - Beyond Hope

THE MOST COMMON WORDS I hear spoken by any environmentalists anywhere are, We're fucked. Most of these environmentalists are fighting desperately, using

Orion Magazine

@urlyman THANK YOU for this. Honestly. So much in here to love but also wanted to highlight just two parts. Firstly this:

“When we realize the degree of agency we actually do have, we no longer have to “hope” at all. We simply do the work. We make sure salmon survive. We make sure prairie dogs survive. We make sure grizzlies survive. We do whatever it takes.”

And then also the very first paragraph, as this really chimes with what I have been wanting to to articulate:

@pvonhellermannn if it helps, I am very glad. I continue to be delighted to know you from a distance :)
@urlyman how, in activism, you only ever really achieve 1% (or maybe 5% if you wre lucky - but not really about numbers) of what you hope to achieve; but that is still something, and that you do have to keep going, just trying to make the world a tiny bit less bad in any way you can

@pvonhellermannn I find your toots very useful. :) Accurate knowledge about problems is a step towards handling them. @urlyman Jensen's 'Beyond Hope' is very useful. Better do a small positive action that, based on accurate knowledge and networking with others, will tend to help the overall system, rather than do nothing and just hope.

These points are relevant to the other existential risk to civilisation (apart from the #ClimateEmergency): #NuclearArmageddon [1].

[1] https://tomdispatch.com/full-speed-ahead-on-the-global-titanic

Full Speed Ahead on the Global Titanic

Yes, the Doomsday Clock keeps ticking -- it's now at 90 seconds to midnight, according to the Bulletin of the Atomic Scientists -- but the ultimate time bomb never gets the attention that it deserves. Even as

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mandy brown (@[email protected])

Part 1 was about reframing risk away from the probability of storm and towards the probability of *harm*: https://everythingchanges.us/blog/look-to-the-ground/ Part 2 borrowed from my guardian angel, Ursula Franklin, to recenter risk on the living: https://everythingchanges.us/blog/whose-risks-whose-benefits/

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@urlyman thank you and @aworkinglibrary both so much for this - all the more as I am gving a talk to SOAS students in a couple of weeks about two papers of mine, one on volunteering, one on sustainability professionals (in the palm oil sector), which I have collectively called “Doing Work You Believe in” - as this is the big underlying theme in both. Your talk will be super useful additional material, Mandy!

@pvonhellermannn

Bollocks. You are inspirational without being maudlin. More please.

@yetiinabox ❤️ thank you so much, such a nice thing to say! 😊