I've reached the point where I just want to be done.
But on the other hand, I'm still looking forward to writing that scene in chapter *peeks at outline* 13 I guess.
I'm currently somewhere in chapter 11.
I'm trying to wrap things up and stop writing out every minute of each day, butβ
How many anxiety attacks does Wang Yue have in this fic? I've lost count. 
maybe I'm making my boy suffer too much...
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(the total used to be 12 chapters, and now I'm already estimating 16... this will never end 
)Ling Rui is baking a cake in this fic, and I searched for a recipe and randomly posted it in my cooking group with friends, saying "Looked that up for a fic, but now I really wanna eat it."
And now my friend made it and sent pictures AND I'M SO JEALOUS. I want that cake 
(she lives too far away and I don't have any of the ingredients to bake. I don't even have sugar at home because of my diet XD)
Aah... but I least I know the recipe works, haha. #SophiaWrites #LingYueMoving
ONE
MORE
SCENE
AND I'LL
BE
DONE!!
... no more time to write today though
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Me, five weeks ago:
Let's write 12 chapters with 32-48k words in total!
My finished first draft now:
17 chapters with 111k words in total.
I know it doesn't take that long to change some names/nicknames, but my mind is so used to the other name now, aaaaah #SophiaEdits #LingYueMovingOpened my fic to start editing, and the first thing I see is this:
SUMMARY: Β―\_(γ)_/Β―
Thank you, past-Sophia. I love you, too 
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Guess what? Editing this fic makes it even longer
My goal is to finish editing chapter 2 today! 
gdoc wants to change "Oh my god, Yue'er!" into "Oh my god, You're!" ... that's a new one.
It also wants to change "Yue'er, Iβ" into "E'er, Iβ" ... this is wild. #SophiaEdits #LingYueMoving
It's totally normal to tear up while editing your fic, right?
You made Wang Yue suffer too much, past-Sophia.
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"When they finally arrived, Wang Yue almost ran into the bicycle leaning against the white and green white."
The white and green white.
Magical, past-Sophia. Truly magical.
(it was supposed to be "the white and green wall" I guess)
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Edited chapter 4!
first draft: 5,5k words
after editing: 8,7k words
uh-huh, sure
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#LingYueMoving"Yeah." Wang Yue turned on the faucet and held his right head under the cold water.
...
Ah, yes. Wang Yue with his two heads and one hand. 
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I'm really struggling to edit chapter 5 for some reason. I've gotta change so much because of how the following chapters turned out... ugh.
Chapter 2 will be out next week. Not yet sure when exactly. #SophiaEdits #LingYueMoving
First rough edit is done. The chapter is better now, but it's still not good enough.
I've gotta try and fix this another day. Step by step. #SophiaEdits #LingYueMoving
I just read chapter 6, and it already feels 95% edited XD well done, past-Sophia. It's so nice compared to ch 5.
I love chapter 10 #LingYueMoving
and rereading everything was a good idea. So many things don't add up. Gotta fix that #SophiaEdits
"So Wang Yue let it all out β the joy and the pain, the hope and the fear, the (???) and the (???)."
Wow, past-Sophia. Thanks for that incomplete sentence
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Finished rereading the whole fic and took notes about everything that I need to add.
Now I've really gotta get back to properly editing everything ... tomorrow
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My perfectionism is getting the better of me. I even changed parts of chapter 3 today, even though my beta-reader had already read that chapter...
and I, once again, changed sth in chapter 5. Ling Yunzhi is giving me trouble, but it should be okay now. #LingYueMoving #SophiaEdits
#LingYueMovingI wrote "landland" instead of "landlord" π€£
#SophiaEdits #LingYueMoving #SophiaEdits #LingYueMoving Editing a really important scene in chapter 10 and struggling with Ling Rui's words. Usually, dialogues are my strong point
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just Sophia things: overthinking one sentence of a 125k words fic
I always struggle so much when I'm editing long chapters... I'm already trying to focus on one scene after another, but still.
Or maybe it's because I'm struggling with editing in general, and it just shows more when I have longer fics/chapters
Finally figured out what Ling Rui needs to say in ch 10 and made myself cry. It's so simple, but it's exactly what Wang Yue needs to hear.
Also, I'm too lost in this fic and this ship again, feeling alone with all my feels without any emotional outlet.
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#SophiaEdits #LingYueMoving"Nervously, Wang Yue wiped his sweaty pants on his palms."
Are you sure about that, past-Sophia? Seems kinda mixed-up. #SophiaEdits #LingYueMoving
#SophiaEdits #LingYueMovingIt's been a while since I was so lost in a fic. I missed it, even though it sometimes feels a bit lonely, too.
Buuuuut! I'll upload chapter 7 tonight, so maybe I can talk about it to some people once they've read it
It's "lets overthink everything about this fic"-day
Are my chapters too long?! But it's so difficult to cut them into two...
that might work..."Ling Yazhi was everyone while avoiding everyone's gaze."
Ling Yazhi was what, past-Sophia?!
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