@AbandonedAmerica if i had gone into say woodworking, then itād be more typical self-employed business, not much āhustleā once it gets stable. but yeah arts sounds like more hustle than freelance journalism.
i probably would have gone for a newspaper job for stability. idk. i did enjoy taking photos of sports in high school, when i otherwise didnāt care about the games.

@AbandonedAmerica yeah, pretty much :(
and the worst part is that i don't even need much to get by, i would be ABSOLUTELY set if i only somehow managed to get enough work each month to make like $1k consistently, but right now i'm not even remotely close to that 
Yes, this. It's a grind, and yet creativity is essential to society. I like to daydream about a world that values artists & writers properly
Yes!