You know, there are a lot of things that I love about having a career in the arts. However, the endless need to hustle is not one of them. Just when you feel like you've got things under control a freelance gig evaporates, a new expense materializes, etc. And here you are just wanting to keep doing the thing that made you happy but now you've got to figure out yet another way to monetize it, Or Else. I loathe commodifying art, which is about sharing. And yet you must eat and pay bills.
@AbandonedAmerica hasn’t art always been a compromise between integrity and pragmatism? You could take the Leonardo route and take the cash for commissions then get distracted with your own genius 😜
@robscatray it has but that certainly has not made it any less difficult for people struggling with it generation after generation
@AbandonedAmerica quite and we try to do our little bit supporting local artists. Ireland has been a leading example in this with a recent government bursary offered to a limited number of artists. Wish all counties were as forward thinking
@robscatray I do too. It is a huge oversight
@AbandonedAmerica you’re making me glad i didn’t end up becoming a photographer
@rabcyr sort of wishing I hadn't currently also

@AbandonedAmerica if i had gone into say woodworking, then it’d be more typical self-employed business, not much ā€œhustleā€ once it gets stable. but yeah arts sounds like more hustle than freelance journalism.

i probably would have gone for a newspaper job for stability. idk. i did enjoy taking photos of sports in high school, when i otherwise didn’t care about the games.

@AbandonedAmerica (and still ever so slightly mad my ex, who was the hs paper editor, left my name off my best picture published!)
@rabcyr oh wow, that's not cool 😔
@AbandonedAmerica it’s the eternal challenge as an artist. Trying to figure out how to create and still survive and live. So many folks don’t understand that. It’s such a struggle.
@eatthelove yeah. And some days are definitely worse than others šŸ˜•
@AbandonedAmerica I’m sorry you’re going through that right now.
@AbandonedAmerica yuuuuup, that's where i'm at as well 
@lashman I'm sorry. It is a really scary feeling to live with.
@AbandonedAmerica i've been there for the last 15 years really. i've never been making more than the barest of minimums to get by, with juuuuust barely being able to pay the bills and buy some food (and sometimes not even that)
@lashman I felt a lot more stable prepandemic but it took me forever to get there. In 2019 I was even looking to start expanding my photo workshops abroad. Then I just got wrecked and have been scrambling since
@AbandonedAmerica yeah, that seriously sucks, i'm really sorry to hear that :(
@lashman ah.... you know. It sucks. It sucks that you're in a similar situation with struggling to get by. It sucks that this is what the world is. Gotta just get up the next day and move on with it I guess except sleep isn't happening apparently

@AbandonedAmerica yeah, pretty much :(

and the worst part is that i don't even need much to get by, i would be ABSOLUTELY set if i only somehow managed to get enough work each month to make like $1k consistently, but right now i'm not even remotely close to that 

@AbandonedAmerica I know the feeling of somehow living by the whim of the gods...but that's how life is, the illusion of control can only makes us unhappy. I'm not saying we must not pursue our dreams but enough is enough and if the goal is too high it's only going to make you feel miserable for missing the hit. What I mean is to reevaluate your goals, change or drop them, life is dynamic so also be it.
@crespo yeah, true, but also I do like having a place to live and that's the bottom of this stress for me šŸ˜•
@AbandonedAmerica I won't argue it. We all need a place and a person to call home.
@crespo yep. My main goal, as it's been since Covid really, is just to manage to keep a roof over my head and take care of my wife and furry BFFs, everything else is gravy, as they say.
@AbandonedAmerica Amen to all that. I’m just starting to try to monetize my art even a little bit, but at the same time I’m trying to do it, I hate the idea of doing it. šŸ˜’
@mivox It's really weird because I have absolutely no issue seeing other people do it and in fact it makes me happy to see people thriving through their work. But when it's me? I feel like a total ass. I have to probe that a bit.
@AbandonedAmerica OMG, yes. I repost other artists’ self promotion posts without any hesitation, but I feel like a jerk posting links to my online store. šŸ˜‚ What the hell is up with that??
@mivox I surely wish I knew. I'm never sure if it's pride, shame, or both. I do know I'd rather throw myself into a volcano than ask people for help, so that probably has something to do with it

@AbandonedAmerica

Yes, this. It's a grind, and yet creativity is essential to society. I like to daydream about a world that values artists & writers properly