She pretty

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So last night I had a very weird dream, where I decided to meet up with my cis ex gf, in the dream she was her normal self, and even in dream I was sceptical as she was mentally abusive, during the dream we had been watching a show about trans men, when she turned to me tears in eyes, said "I have something to tell you" she took off her very femme top and bra and revealed she had top surgery and was going by he/him, during the meeting we went out had fun and he was confident and I was attracted to him and he was lovely and kind, apologised for his actions in the past and had grown, we made love and it all felt very real until I woke up, ffs why does this person still have a hold on my heart even after all this time. I know she was abusive, but that dream just fucked up 4 years of progress. If it had been real life and like in the dream, I wouldn't be able to turn away even now

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