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TW/CW: Anxiety, meds, doctors, bpd, big emotions, trauma, ptsd, PMS, PMDD, Mental Hospital
Today was kinda rough. I realized that I apparently under-exaggerated how bad my anxiety and everything was when I first got meds from my doctor. And I only realized this, because my PMS got so bad this time. My counselor thinks I may have PMDD, and I'm not entirely sure she's wrong. But, I know off the meds I feel like this constantly and it's just worse on my period. So, I am not sure if it's not just my bpd being worse on my period.
I had to tell my doctor how bad my situation actually is and that I am worried about my safety. Though, she is on vacation so I think it's a separate doctor.
I am actually to the point I think I may have to stay at a mental hospital, whether I want to or not, for my own safety till my period is over.
And, because we have trauma around our abuser threatening to send us there I am worried it will make the flashbacks worse and I won't be able to feel safe. #mentalheaith #ptsdsucks #ptsd #bpd #traumasurvivor
TW/CW: Anxiety, meds, doctors, bpd, big emotions, trauma, ptsd, PMS, PMDD, Mental Hospital
Today was kinda rough. I realized that I apparently under-exaggerated how bad my anxiety and everything was when I first got meds from my doctor. And I only realized this, because my PMS got so bad this time. My counselor thinks I may have PMDD, and I'm not entirely sure she's wrong. But, I know off the meds I feel like this constantly and it's just worse on my period. So, I am not sure if it's not just my bpd being worse on my period.
I had to tell my doctor how bad my situation actually is and that I am worried about my safety. Though, she is on vacation so I think it's a separate doctor.
I am actually to the point I think I may have to stay at a mental hospital, whether I want to or not, for my own safety till my period is over.
And, because we have trauma around our abuser threatening to send us there I am worried it will make the flashbacks worse and I won't be able to feel safe. #mentalheaith #ptsdsucks #ptsd #bpd #traumasurvivor
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