How many periods do i have to tell beings in this realm my emotions aren't the typical emotions and some of my emotions don't have names for them in this realm

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i am exausted with beings seeing this vessel and not me in this realm and seeing it as me

im not human just human passing

#trans #transgender #otherkin #otherkinthoughts #otherkinproblems

Ive even had humans invalidate the fact that i have phantom limbs because i don't fit this vessel properly and that amputees also experience such and this accent i have isnt made up it's my accent

And I've been lashed out at for 4-5 years ive been in this vessel and had to learn English the entire period ive had to build a English translation layer

#otherkin #otherkinproblems

Occasionally in this realm i need to be reminded that this vessel injures and gets worn out easily and that things tend to be fragile and i also accidentally hurt my partners as i can cuddle a bit too rough or kiss bite too hard and can also be accidentally too rough

I also also have issues with the vessels shape so i ram parts of it into things as i can't get used to it

There's also the fact when i first ended up in this vessel i would over strain the vessel and sprain muscles and rip tendons

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You ever just get fractured for aeons after a very large fight and end up in a realm where capitalism exists, wasn't eradicated and magic is locked away and just everything is ass backwards and a fragment of you ended up in a certain vessel in that realm and had manic dysphoria and awoken improperly as otherkin at first and couldn't figure out why for a while then discovered they weren't aligning with the vessels gender therefore the vessel was trans and then discovered they were a certain type of otherkin/nonhuman specifically kitsune then eventually discovered they were a fragment of you and slowly put you together with the help of a certain demon bean in the vessel and rewiring the vessel to handle you and doing some resets and as you were being put back together you reverted to how you were before this realm and had to build a translation layer to English from your native vessel side and had to learn English while being lashed out at by humans and learning how beings in this realm had to have more verbal confirmation on more things all while having to learn how to deal with this realm the hard way and having to learn to not sprain the vessels muscles and over strain them and make some progress on how to maneuver the vessel while also trying to hide your accent from showing through the vessel because of abusive bloodline not understanding what is going on and you getting the vessel out of there and never being able to fully get used to the vessel for the next 4-5 years

Couldn't be me

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Also speaking of non native languages

If someone isn't a native speaker and they are talking controversial topics or politics and it's sort of broken

Please confirm with them they mean what they say instead of lashing out at them as theres a chance they fucked up their English or such

It's how I got trauma based misanthropic tendencies because I would get lashed out so often that it caused trauma and bad actors would abuse what I said and twist things into what I don't mean and I had to improve my English just to defend myself in this realm

Mainly on telegram

Also what applies to non-native speakers can also apply to some with autism as some also have trouble with properly phrasing things and there's a overlap of things

For example: culture shock, different behaviors then the surrounding beings and other such can have its own parallels in autism esp if you are otherkin and you have only been in a body in this realm for only a few years and you are still learning

#nonnativespeaker #otherkin #otherkinproblems #ableism #ableist #xenophobia #stopxenophobia #autism #systems #plural

Im afflicted with a disability of:

The vessel is not me and i have trouble adapting to a realm that is foreign to me and accidentally having the vessel get hurt as im not used to its shape by bumping into things

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