I did not ask to be a
#grandparent. I did not ask to be a
#parent, three decades previous. The latter was wheedled & sighed & cajoled & persuaded out of me, so eventually i relented & went along, to get along [& didn't that all end up so splendidly, 13 years later...🙄🤦♀️]. The former was ofc not in any way within my control, & arrived as a fait accompli, then again, & again. The advent of the latter does not magically sweep away all my brokenness, & I simply can't find a way thru. It blew up again yesterday, hence a miserable day & night. What a mess. 👎😭
#depression #socialphobia #failedtransition #family #impossibleroles #unreasonableexpectations #misery