Just got reminded of the time we looked at a firetruck together, while a volunteer explained the different features to us (though you already knew all of it), and you told me that you had wanted to be a volunteer firefighter at one point...
And afterwards we spitballed about what we could do with a firetruck in a squat defense or as riot support.

#farewellbird #IsopodsGrief

The cold fell upon you and brought in the fear
Don't know where to run to, but you can't stay here
But what would it mean to go home?
Familiar pain in a foreign year
Might not be the answer to the cold, my dear
Just water the plants that still grow

Warm embrace in a foreign place
Is the only thing getting you through
How you've changed, removed from the pain
When you think of me, I'm thinking of you

I can't decide for you the answer to your question
But I think I might know you
And it seems it's for the best if

You feel a warm embrace in a foreign place
It might be the thing that helps get you through
People change, love takes new shapes
Whatever you decide, I'm wishing the best for you 🎶

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I still remember the first time we listened to this song together, in the dark of night, the Milky Way above our head in all its beauty, shooting stars raining down and I sang to you, while being cuddled up with you...
For the next few months it was our song, wherever we travelled to, we listened to it together. And the last song you listened to was from the same band... though it was the one about freeing Palestine, another song we listened a lot together to...

This one misses that one so much;

#IsopodsGrief #farewellbird

Today would have been your 20th birthday...

#farewellbird

This one is so grateful for all that that one showed fae, all the myriad of things that are possible, how much more this one can be, how fun it is to confront nazis and soldiers with a loved entity at its side and not alone and afraid, how freeing it is to run from feds through the night falling over shadows while smiling, and so much more;
And this one is grateful for having been able to love that one with all its heart, it's room in faes heart is still like it left it;
It will carry all of this with fae, for every day of this ones life, until it will eventually join that one again, with lots of new stories to share;

#farewellbird #isopodsgrief

The last time this one touched you
It was to help right your hair
While that one was laying there so cold...

Your skin was blue and blackened
Your lips dry and small
Your cheeks sunken and hollow
Your soft hands, looked like they were already only bones
Your near everpresent dark bags under your eyes, where black rings

This one did not recognize your smell
Fae barely recognized you at all
Until this one righted your hair
Which fae had cut for you only a month before

After everybody had left
It sang that one one last song
Our song...
Fae wonders, if it heard it
If something in you still reacted
But the smile in your face or the look full of feelings,
Which had always been there in the past,
Were not there, that evening...

This one will carry you with it, until faes last second
I miss you Tori
Te querio mi isópode
That one is still my favorite bot...
And this one is still trying to send it messages
On our synchronized frequency
unit-1233-1 sends_love_to unit 62503;

#IsopodsGrief #IsopodsPoetry

#farewellbird

I wish me sharing memories and stories about you, would give you more form than just the temporary relief of a short intense flashback, that takes me right back to that moment...

I wish we could have sailed the world together, become airship pirates, fought for freedom everywhere... You had such a beautiful heart

Love you Tori. Love you my isopod...

#farewellbird

The time you kissed our& respirator on the bus and accidently kissed a headmate instead of this one...

#IsopodsGrief #farewellbird

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