

I miss you so much, Tori, my isopod, my synchronized unit... love of my life. From the first day I met you, I have never stopped loving you.
And I miss your headmates, especially my sister. Jade was so sweet and had the brightest voice I have ever heard. And Zoe was really fun to be around. I wish I had gotten to know 32 more. I miss y'all so much
You were my home, and I am so thankful and grateful for having gotten to know you...
I wish you were still here so I could tell y'all that again and again and again. Whisper through the night with you again, while cuddling. Just telling you again how wonderful you are, how proud of you I am... until the meows of doubt, become happy meows... I cant remember if I ever told you that I understood all your different meows, but I know you understood mine, so you probably knew either way...
I cant stop crying...
I miss your caw caws... your beep boops... your beeeeeps... your jokes... your soft snores... your sleepy mumbles you made before cuddling closer to me at night, that always made me wake up for a short minute and than made me feel so happy and safe and loved and grateful...
I miss the insane plans we made, and the adventures we did. I want to run from feds again with you. Land on national news again...
Confront nazis, soldiers and random assholes again...
I want to scream at the North Sea again with you. Want to again feel so incredibly lucky to have found you...
I miss you so much...
This cant be real, it just cant be, I need this to not be real...