I translated this little article so my partner and friends can read it in English:

#SilverGaming

“August 32nd: The Everlasting Summer Vacation”

This might be my favorite malicious bug in gaming history (and no, it’s not just some urban legend—it’s a real, game-breaking bug).
In the 2000 PlayStation game Boku no Natsuyasumi (My Summer Vacation), there’s a notorious bug caused by corrupted save data.

Instead of reaching the proper ending—where summer vacation ends and the new semester begins on September 1st—players are instead trapped in a nonexistent day: August 32nd, and the world around them starts to break down: models distort, texts glitch, and everything spirals into chaos.

I’ve always been fascinated by this concept, thinking there’s some deeper philosophy hidden within it.
“Summer vacation should never end, the new semester should never start”—a wish countless kids have shared. This longing to freeze time, to resist growing up, is often described as the Jonah Complex or Peter Pan Syndrome. But this bug, with its intense meta-horror, feels like a warning: if you refuse to face the future, everything will inevitably fall apart. It’s like the hallucination of a chick refusing to break free from its shell—but without breaking the shell, it can’t grow, can’t even survive.

Perhaps none of us really have a choice in the matter. No one can delay the arrival of tomorrow, and no one can stop the flow of time.

“You can always return to the past, but no one is there anymore.” This bittersweet terror, often explored in games and arts known as "NostalgiaCore", stems from the same truth, I think: time marches on like an arrow; and life goes on anyway.

#SilverGaming

“8月32日,永远不会结束的暑假”

这或许是我在游戏历史上最喜欢的恶性bug(这个真的不只是都市传说,而是恶性bug)……总之,2000年发售在PlayStation上的游戏《我的暑假》(ぼくのなつやすみ)里有这样一个存档损坏导致的恶性bug,会让这个本来关于欢度暑假的游戏不能迎来“暑假结束了,新学期在9月1日开始”的结局,而是让玩家被困在不存在的8月32日里,看身边的一切都开始逐渐建模错误、文本乱码、走向崩坏。

我非常喜欢这个概念,感觉像是其中蕴含了某种哲理一样……“暑假永远不要结束,新学期永远不要到来”是太多小孩子都有过的幻想,这种“不想长大”、拒绝走向未来的心态时而被解释为约拿情结,或者彼得潘综合征。但这个meta恐怖感极强的bug就像一种警示:如果不去直面未来的话,一切就都会走向崩坏……这像是不愿出壳的雏鸟产生的幻觉,但不走出蛋壳的话,雏鸟就没办法成长,甚至没办法活下去。

也许这一切都没的选,因为没有人能推迟明天的到来,我们无论如何都无法阻止时间的流动。
“你永远都可以回到过去,但那里已经空无一人”——怀旧核作品里那种悲哀的恐怖,根源在我看来就是这个……time marches on like an arrow, life goes on anyway.

想要更好地整理自己写的东西所以会使用以下标签:
#SilverPyscho 讲对于精神疾病的一些理解和看法
#SilverMurmurs 讲一些碎碎念/零碎的观念和想法
#SilverEssay 放写过的论文体和类论文体论述文学
#SilverStory 放写过的故事
#SilverPoem 放写过的诗歌
#SilverReview 放自己对于书影音和游戏的评论
#SilverFilm 电影相关
#SilverGaming 放玩游戏时的一些所见所感
#SilverCourse 放上课和备课时想的东西
#SilverBeingQueer 讲自己作为性少数的一些想法
#SilverLifeHack 讲自己生活方面的一些经验
#SilverIELTS 讲一些雅思相关的知识
#SilverLanguage 讲一些学习法语和日语及其他语言时的技巧
#SilverCourse 上课时得到的一些启发与因此记下的笔记

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