@iouring Hi Lucielle. We appreciate that you're almost certainly coming from a place of good faith with your thoughts there. However, we do want to gently and kindly (without any meaninghighlight how your points are coming across to us 🥺
- That we lack knowledge on the topic of GAHT, particularly different esters.
- That homebrew / DIY GAHT is unsafe.
- That perfectly-fine estradiol level ranges are unreasonable or high.
We don't know if you intended your thoughts to come across this way. It might be a language or culture barrier. Nonetheless, we want to try to clarify some misconceptions you seem to have.
Esters within the homebrew community
Cypionate
This has fallen out of fashion especially where it has largely been replaced by enanthate, which is better-suited for weekly injections. The raws are often slightly cheaper than enanthate, but if you're buying pre-made, it will often cost more. Its only real viable use is if you are able to get prescription estradiol cypionate.
Valerate
This is considered the least-common ester within the homebrew community, due to:
- Its short elimination half-life making it only well-suited for injections twice-weekly or every 5 days.
- It causing higher peaks and lower troughs.
It's mostly only used by people able to get estradiol valerate on prescription, but it is sadly commonly prescribed weekly at non-ideal doses by underqualified medical staff.
Undecylate
This is commonly compounded at both 50 mg/mL and 100 mg/mL now, making it well-suited to higher-volume, less-frequent injections.
It is less-commonly used due to a mixture of factors, including:
- The longer elimination half-life necessitating a larger loading dose.
- The higher cost of the raws.
- It requiring a different carrier formulation for higher concentrations.
- 50 mg/mL can typically be done in MCT or grapeseed oil with 2% benzyl alcohol, but 100 mg/mL may require up to 40% benzyl benzoate to keep the ester suspended.
Estradiol levels and ranges
Neither 1,000 or 2,000 pmol/L are particularly unreasonably high. It is sadly only considered so for trans+ fems by transmisogynistic medical institutions and systems.
Consider the guidance given by WPATH SOC8. This suggests an arbitrary, pseudoscientific estradiol range of 100 to 200 pg/mL (367 to 734 pmol/L) for feminising GAHT. This is predicated on the myths that:
This has sadly led to medical institutions trying to use median figures for their estradiol ranges, or using arbitrarily-rounded lower ranges. The NHS, for example, uses a whole host of sub-optimal estradiol ranges for feminising GAHT, irrespective of the negative consequences on the wellbeing of patients.
Common guidance also ignores the well-recognised "monotherapy" model, whereby a higher estradiol trough is maintained in order to apply negative feedback to the HPG axis. This negative feedback causes a series of reactions that results in total gonadal (testicular) suppression without the need for other meds (e.g., GnRH agonists; GnRH antagonists; anti-androgens).
It's worth noting that testosterone monotherapy, which is the most-common method of masculinising GAHT, uses the same principle of applying negative feedback to the HPG axis to cause gonadal (ovarian) suppression.
In terms of estradiol ranges, it is much more-helpful to look at common estradiol ranges of cis women during menstruation than to go by median ranges. Figures vary wildly, but studies have shown peaks of around 650 pg/mL to 750 pg/mL, which corresponds to ~2,386 to ~2,754 pmol/L.
Even the misogynistic NHS gives level ranges like these:
- Mid-luteal: 180 - 1,068 pmol/L
- Peri-ovulatory: 349 - 1,590 pmol/L
Blood tests
We totally agree that blood tests (as regularly as affordable or even available) should be carried out to measure your estradiol trough to ensure that it's sufficiently high, and to ensure that your testosterone level is fully suppressed.
Resources you might find useful
- DIY HRT Wiki 2.0
- HRT4All
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