Regarding "conflict" as an element of the human social world, and the prevailing modern taste for it, even the praising of it:
All I have to do is read the daily news to see how many people there are in the world, most of whom are #neurotypical persons, who seem to like conflict.
Just read the headlines of any news journal.
Just look at what we're doing to the planet.
Just look at what humans do to other humans.
So, conflict is typical.
I'm #neurodivergent
Not typical.
Give me a quiet, peaceful #green forest, next to a flowing stream, alone or with a friend, just walking, not struggling, just strolling. #peace
Others may differ.
Oh, that doesn't mean I won't fight back when people come at me. It doesn't mean I won't defend myself.
That doesn't mean you want to deal with me once you provoke me past a certain point.
But that's not what I want for my life. I want to get my pulse rate to a calm state. I want to have a healthy life. I want to calm the agitation. I want to get my amygdala to relax.
Because I have a very reactive @actuallyautistic amygdala... and I see everything, feel everything. #intenseworldtheory #IntenseWorld
Thanks for reading.