A Truthful Lie & A Lied Truth

A truthful lie—was when you asked,“How are you?”and I smiled,with all the strength I had left.“I’m fine,” I replied.It wasn’t truth,but it wasn’t quite a lie either.It was a survival sentence—a way…

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Teen Music Drama 'Finding My Voice' Heads to Cannes Market

Screenbound is set to shop Arabella Burfitt-Dons' sophomore feature 'Finding My Voice' to international buyers at the upcoming Cannes Film Market.

Variety

Hi, I am new to this platform. My friend @Maker_of_Things introduced me to Mastodon today.

I got tired of using social medias platforms such as Insta and twitter and am really am eager to meet positive like-minded real people.

I am an artist, composer, producer. I love being creative, either writing or performing music, painting or also producing music videos.

Tooting in English, French, German

I always strive to find my own voice as an artist.

Here is a photo of me performing the sax.

#Saxophone #Artist #Composer #Producer #MeetingOtherArtists #FindingMyVoice

For a long time, I chose to stay silent, perhaps to protect myself.

Unfortunately, silence can lead to losing the ability to speak over time.

Now, I'm struggling; my mind goes blank when faced with the chance to speak, a stark contrast to my usually idea-rich thoughts.

This fear grips me – the fear of losing my ability to express thoughts and feelings, which I see as proofs of life.

That's why I've come here: to reclaim my speaking skills.

#FindingMyVoice #SelfDiscovery #FreeSpirit

‘Raid 2’ Actor Arifin Putra, ‘Bionic Woman’s’ Michelle Ryan and Anais Garness Headline Music Drama ‘Finding My Voice’ (EXCLUSIVE)
#Variety #Global #News #ArifinPutra #FindingMyVoice #TheRaid2

https://variety.com/2024/film/global/raid-2-arifin-putra-bionic-woman-michelle-ryan-finding-my-voice-1235874934/

Arifin Putra, Michelle Ryan Headline ‘Finding My Voice’

Arabella Burfitt-Dons' dark coming-of-age music drama film 'Finding My Voice' has completed principal photography and is currently in post.

Variety

ANYWAY SO, all of that and then also I have to be *loudly wrong,* when my trauma says "be quietly perfect."

I am paying this woman to make mistakes loudly in her face.

It is uncomfortable.

(Growth is uncomfortable.)

She has advised we'll be doing "primal sound" exercises next class.

😭

#FindingMyVoice

I've been putting more time into singing lately, getting more confident about making noise without fear of retribution.

Of course there's tech: phone as piano, Hz detector and voice recorder, laptop shifting songs up and down to suit my range.

(Fun fact: I sing lower than Melissa Etheridge.)

It's discouraging to hear the playback. In my head I sound a lot better, more confident and precise. But: practice should help. And: sometimes noticing bad means I've developed some good.

#FindingMyVoice

A nice moment in my singing lesson today: with help and guidance, my voice did what I wanted, and then my coach and I both raised our arms in victory and went "yay!"

I've been given interoception homework for next lesson, although it wasn't called that.

Also I started crying twice, because of the *music*, man.

She mainly seems amused.

#ActuallyAutistic
#FindingMyVoice

New #FindingMyVoice goal:

Learn to sing "Combustible" by #CoeurDePirate.

"Mais comprends enfin, je suis combustible,
Je ne peux arrêter, je n'suis pas docile."

(This one will be a challenge without crying.)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzGDAngUGzk

Combustible - Coeur de Pirate (paroles)

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Speaking is a very different skill from listening, thinking, expressing.

My society privileges speech over other forms of communication, and in practice silences and excludes those who speak "atypically."

#FindingMyVoice