For a long time, I chose to stay silent, perhaps to protect myself.
Unfortunately, silence can lead to losing the ability to speak over time.
Now, I'm struggling; my mind goes blank when faced with the chance to speak, a stark contrast to my usually idea-rich thoughts.
This fear grips me – the fear of losing my ability to express thoughts and feelings, which I see as proofs of life.
That's why I've come here: to reclaim my speaking skills.