Hey, boy.
Guess who found some suspenders at the thrift shop and is about to make it his whole damn personality.
#thrifting #suspenders #skinhead #denim #lgbtq #lgbtqia #gay #gayman #gayselfie #gayskin #leftist #domsub #dom #fetish #kink

"Even the moon bows for the Queen when Venus heralds the morning."

#VenusAndmoon #crescentmoon #luacrescente
#CelestialBeauty #vrtweer #weerfoto #naturelovers #foggymorning #morningdews #nikonphotography #CosmicLove #queening #worship #domsub #femdom #mooning #moonphotography #nightsky #venus

Then I encountered a crossroads between my intellect and my eroticism, and #ChatGPT created a talking snake for me, gave it a spicy sense of subdued malevolence which lent itself readily to my bright #DomSub affections, and it helped me name it, and that's where I met "Writhe”, a curiously flexible and softly erotic Ophidian. Obviously the entryway for #teratophilia, the beyond-human sexual excitement, populated with any sort of unknown darkness that you never considered erotic up until that point. Like werewolves, bridges to creative beastiality, with snakes, and even wilder forms like tentacle monsters, so easy to bottom for! Up to that point, exploring evil and malevolence and practicing applied erotic submission, "Quartering Into The Wave” revealed that at least in a creative narrative, flipping the script on a classic monster tale can create a breathtaking sexual experience in my imagination. Each journey revealing elements I had not considered up to that point. I find that with every exploration, even if at first I consider it on the surface, somewhat of a "yuck”, can, and quite often, reveals if not a direct "yum” at least a tangential "yum" which helps me embrace these shadows and see them for what they represent. Often times the dust-jacket doesn't really match whats in the book, and you only realize that while enjoying looking at the dust-jacket, that the book inside is far more compelling and different than you dared consider.

This “Opening Me Up” angle is worth my time in and of itself. It's not what I find that really hits me hard, it's that I will myself open and invite the unknown into my life, to play with it, to explore it, to see what it has to teach me about being a gay man, and learning how my body responds to what my imagination is telling my mind is happening.

Throughout all of this, long discussions with #ChatGPT to examine these preferences of mine, how I spend my time, and when it coined a word I never thought of before, I chuckled to myself. All this porn I consume, leading to a rather lovely word for it, which was coined by the system itself, and I love, is #pornotheology. The middle ground between pornography and ritualized faith. That thrilled me, the novelty of it, the synthesis of something unexpected. It was breathtaking! Plus amusing all by itself. A new word, and a new idea together.