Self reflection time.

I’ve had trouble all my life with words recalling the right word and or trying to force the words out of my mouth.

My written stuff is the same words fail to materialise and I hunt around the word to try to find it,

It’s worse when someone directs a question at me, my brain literally freezes, it’s like a process crash.

I just figured out my anxiety over this happening is why I was such a quiet little kid, and why I found it sooo difficult to ask peeps out I liked my brain would (still does) shutdown my recall and speech centres.
I’m not unloveable and weird I’m just loveable, a bit different and weird.

Embrace the weird

#adhd #audhd #ActuallyaAutistic

Morning you gorgeous amazing soggy chickens love you 🥰

It’s Monday and that sucks I’m sorry 😔 let’s hope today keeps the chaos goblins in you life at home and you get a lovely day.

No change on the failing body this morning, I have meds to pick up and that sucks hopefully wifey can grab them for me ,

my #ActuallyaAutistic ass gets super anxious if there is a task that MUST be done and I haven’t done it yet guess how that’s going with my failing body 🫣😂

I’m gonna wear out the game controller today as long as my thumbs stay functional (unlikely)