I just watched this video https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=EBpF8sWycQQ

And I did the updated questionnaire
https://pennstate.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_6r70Mz4uLRjvl78

Whenever I do these questionnaires, I always feel like I must be misinterpreting the questions, because I score so highly and I think, that can't be right. 167 is the threshold and I scored 279.

And I feel a bit bad that I had to lie that I Iive in the US to take the test.

But what I like about this video is the concept of the tricky family. Because I used to know someone who went through very obvious abuse and what I went through pales in comparison. But describing my family as a tricky family rather than an abusive family makes more sense.

The other thing about this test is a lot of the symptoms overlap with autism, so I'm back to getting imposter syndrome.

#complexptsd #schizoid #aces #mentalhealth #autism #actuallyautistic #CPTSD #childhoodabuse @autistics