Checking every app an infinite time a day to see if I have messages... I have shit tons of stuff to do right now 😭 what am I doing bro
Usually when I am in pain in my dreams, it means I'm in pain as I'm sleeping.
In this dream I was some sort of living doll and I was in a school trying to make friends and this girl identified that I was an old model and she sent everyone after me. I wanted to run but my whole back was paralysed. Like paralysed I had my face on the floor and I was like a fly in the sink. It lasted for so long. I notice that my back irl does hurt in a similar way but it hasn't been paralysed recently?...
En redevenant une femme, elle perd à nouveau sa légitimité
https://www.lesnouvellesnews.fr/en-redevenant-une-femme-elle-perd-a-nouveau-sa-legitimite/
Trois mois sous une identité masculine sur LinkedIn avaient suffi à effacer le sexisme de son fil de discussion. En revenant à un profil féminin, l’ingénieure agro-environnement Morgane Lebosq voit ressurgir demandes de travail gratuit, condescendance et remise en cause de ses compétences.
En redevenant une femme, elle perd à nouveau sa légitimité - Les Nouvelles News
Trois mois sous une identité masculine sur LinkedIn avaient suffi à effacer le sexisme de son fil de discussion. En revenant à un profil féminin, l’ingénieure agro-environnement Morgane Lebocq voit ressurgir demandes de travail gratuit, condescendance et remise en cause de ses compétences.
I wish I had friends I could text daily like in american movies and we'd plan hang outs one day in advance and we'd be like real american movie friends. Yk what I mean? No awkwardness, no "I need to train to contain the mental illness and pray I don't dissociate and tell everyone I'm abt to end it", no "They're leaving me they're leaving me"... I want real friendship like in those fake movies. We are so doomed as a species. Aaa I just wanna be close to someone highkey. Gonna get on tinder💀/j
Told a friend I deleted insta and he's like "yk whatsapp is from the same company right?" and so I said, "yes but my loved ones don't really wanna bother get another app just for me" and then he went "well yeah I don't know how to use other apps and I don't really have the space" (I mean you can use web apps but wtv) LIKE YEAH YOU'RE THE EXAMPLE😭😭😭 not in a mean way but like yeah. I can't delete it because no one will bother with my "paranoid ways" (loss of encryption is terrible for us)
@18trip suspiciously low voice... "noooo... not todayy..."
Looking back on the fact that I'd made something called "me time" for me and my gf which was basically me asking her every night to spend 5 minutes with me because I'd spend my days waiting for her answer as she played video games. And most times the "me time" would end with me falling asleep still on delivered. Celibacy is a gift, truly. I can't believe I did that (I would 100% do these loser moves again)
I'm the only Christian in my family doing the meat fasting (the regular fasting starts at 18 hehe) and so I'm not eating meat on Ash Wednesday + Fridays. Okay. And every friday my family forgets about my fasting and makes the tastiest looking chicken (I don't eat much else in terms of meat) and sauces. So I'm looking at them eat it. I hope there's still some for tomorrow😭 I swear every friday I want meat sm and my family does some but NO. IT'S FRIDAY. ... sigh I'll get some tomorrow.
Khrys