Looking back on the fact that I'd made something called "me time" for me and my gf which was basically me asking her every night to spend 5 minutes with me because I'd spend my days waiting for her answer as she played video games. And most times the "me time" would end with me falling asleep still on delivered. Celibacy is a gift, truly. I can't believe I did that (I would 100% do these loser moves again)