I wish I had friends I could text daily like in american movies and we'd plan hang outs one day in advance and we'd be like real american movie friends. Yk what I mean? No awkwardness, no "I need to train to contain the mental illness and pray I don't dissociate and tell everyone I'm abt to end it", no "They're leaving me they're leaving me"... I want real friendship like in those fake movies. We are so doomed as a species. Aaa I just wanna be close to someone highkey. Gonna get on tinderđź’€/j