camootes 🏳️‍🌈

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she/her. queer. hard-hearted harbinger of haggis. dharug & gundungurra land. everything sunny all the time always. secondary teacher. all views are my own.
@inertia_crepes what an achievement!
@inertia_crepes Anything that makes access to medication a bit easier is a great service. A shame it’s expensive but for an occasional bit of help, I think it’s worth it

One of our neighbours has five green bins.

Five.

They don’t have a huge block of land and they’ve removed so much stuff already.

What are they using them for?!

Just #BlueMountains things I guess

@inertia_crepes I’ve used InstantScripts for a couple of things before and they’re awesome. I’d gladly pay the fee to ensure I have medication when I need it
I officiated my 250th #RollerDerby game today!

Depression is dumb.

You need motivation to do things to help you heal, except the depression you needing healing from causes little to no motivation.

What a scam.

Before Paul McCartney toured Australia 6 years ago, I thought I’d never get to see a Beatle live in concert.

I got tickets to the 2017 show and it blew my tiny mind.

I just got tickets to his October show in Sydney. Excuse me while I cry.

Sure, he’s a geriatric who does not sound as good as he once did, but this little Beatles tragic is so excited. I needed this on this absolutely shitty day, thanks brain.

I am also deep in a pit of self-loathing. I have zero self esteem and am deeply insecure. I look in the mirror and hate everything I see. I judge every single thing I do and say. I’ve been stress eating which makes me hate myself even more.

I don’t want to but I think I need to increase my SSRI dose. I’m sick of being in a strange funk.

Being a stay at home mum is so isolating and depressing.

I find myself spending the time I’m not actively caring for my daughter just endlessly scrolling and switching between like five apps. Every day is the same. On the weekend and days my partner is WFH, it’s a little easier except my daughter is OBSESSED with her MumDad (the moniker my partner uses) and screams whenever they leave the room. It’s exhausting.

I find it difficult to go to activities with her because they are all planned during her morning nap time and I have to end up driving around afterwards to give her a snooze. There also aren’t many planned activities in my area.

I want to take her to as many things as we can so she can socialise because we aren’t sending her to daycare (I don’t get enough work to justify the expense).

She needs socialisation, enrichment and sensory engagement and I need to get out of the goddamn house but it is so hard. I am so depressed just doing the same thing every single day. When people said parenting was hard, I thought they meant tantrums and sleep deprivation. I didn’t realise they were talking about the isolation.

You wouldn't download a large automobile.
You wouldn't download a beautiful house.
You wouldn't download my beautiful wife.