It's so funny when young quilters are like "this modern pattern designer clearly just copied this pattern out of this vintage book" and you look at the pattern and it's like. Alternating pinwheels and 4-patch blocks.

It's like the wank over copying knitting patterns where it's like bro that's just a hat with a pattern out of Walker instead of stockinette stitch. The idea that no two people can go "oh I like this stitch pattern I'm going to turn it into a hat!" is ludicrous.

Just bombed the fuck out of an interview because they wanted me to code up a bunch of stuff!! While they watched!! Without using stackoverflow or API docs to remind myself how things work!! Given I haven't touched this shit in a year!!

I am so fucking upset lmao

Grem's leg is getting worse and I am so stressed about it. He's gone from weight-bearing, to mostly weight-bearing, to barely weight-bearing. He's mostly hopping around on 3 legs now. The lesion is noticeably larger. He's on week one and a half of four weeks of antibiotics. After taking a ten day course earlier while we were waiting on results from the bone biopsy.

This is all while he's taking an NSAID twice a day.

I called the vet and they're going to call back this afternoon or tomorrow with what they want to do. At this point I'm desperately hoping in a hopeless way that the antibiotics just aren't strong enough. But lbr. At this point signs are pointing to a bone cancer.

So that's a thing.