*types up reflection on recent chat interactions with a really cool, engaged, fascinating, and beautiful woman I've gone on a couple dates with recently*
*realizes she may soonish encounter this account, cause I pointed her toward my main acct and it links here*
O.O
oh no
Good night Mastodon!
Enjoy this little bit of #MornHorn I wrote this morning :P gonna stop there, no need to talk about what happens next.
(Ok but seriously tho, when can I go down on somebody next cause lordy please Jesus I am thirsty af)
#erotica #mastowrite #mastobate lol
(I've only ever dated she/her pronoun users, sorry-at least I tried to keep the rest reasonably body-configuration-independent, feel free to let me know if there is something I could do better)
Holding her in place with my hips as our lips break for a moment; Her shirt coming off in a hasty mess, fingers through hair on scalp as my hand slides up behind her head, wild claws down the delicious curves of her as my hot breath and sharp neck bites pull her breathing ragged with want.
I lose myself in moments like these- my knees hitting the floor as long fingers and a ravenous mouth explore her, with tip of tongue I tease as her pleading hands push me down to her desperate need...
Attempting the following for the whole "fuck str8d8ing norms" portion of dating profiles:
"Hetcis dating norms are really crap for women and ND men, so instead of inaccessible hints and 'making a move', I will never do anything you don't clearly and unambiguously initiate, request, or do."
What an easy way to indicate non-creepily that "I've had consent-related experiences which leave me wary of how hard saying no is when the answer is not quite yes, particularly in cishet interactions for women to do that to a guy who has 'made the first move', and therefore between my own blindness and fear of overstepping
I will never signal interest in IRL sex/physical interactions unless the woman I'm seeing makes an unambiguous self-initiated first move on the scale of a damn kiss."
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Boosted cause several events this week have involved somebody I know IRL being attracted to me or me being attracted to them and my ability to think or speak or do anything just totally disappears cause I get petrified.
Really quite inconvenient, cause it likely only ever signals disinterest or discomfort. If somebody was very forward with me, I'd be receptive and respond, but this whole flirting/hinting shit leaves me 100% paralyzed.
Me posting on Mastodon in mornings: I'm really horny and really skin hungry and here's some flowery erotica-- yes I'm the same as always in the mornings
Me: <extremely uncomfortable talking about sex in person, becomes terrified when doing anything sexy-related that might cross over from digital to irl interactions, has nightly dreams about just having a date be compassionate about my dysmorphia and not feeling pressured to do things I'm uncomfortable with, can't speak around hot ppl>
reembodied