Me posting on Mastodon in mornings: I'm really horny and really skin hungry and here's some flowery erotica-- yes I'm the same as always in the mornings

Me: <extremely uncomfortable talking about sex in person, becomes terrified when doing anything sexy-related that might cross over from digital to irl interactions, has nightly dreams about just having a date be compassionate about my dysmorphia and not feeling pressured to do things I'm uncomfortable with, can't speak around hot ppl>