Browsing through old photos and there's my nephew a couple weeks before he died and there's bile rising up in my throat thinking about how weak and lifeless he looks and what the cancer is doing inside of him, and I want to cry, but we've cried for him so long and the only thing different about tonight is now I've got my own baby around the same age and I know what it means that he was passive and not making eye contact for the pictures
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Mistaken scene /
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Who was it fooooor?
Lola swirls in and eddies around my feet.
A gust, and then she's gone, but the wind always returns.
You can never look fast enough to see the wind.
Hold still and wait; the barest breath
Tickles your leg. That's her.
All cats may be gray in the dark, but Lola is gray all the time.
The tornado continues to give its little miracles. No idea where this came from, if it was buried under an uprooted tree, blown away from someone else's house, left by a contractor, etc... Kinda want to try and clean it up a little, but I don't want to damage the paint any more.
T Bear had a run in with Mom and Dad's dog a few months back and was missing for a couple of weeks. Dad found him in a flower bed, and we brought him home, altho with some severe neck injuries. The other day, baby was handing me all his toys from out the crib and when he handed me the bear, I suddenly realized I was holding two separate pieces.
Got him sewn back up yesterday. Not too shabby!
Baby decided he absolutely must take a drink out of the day old cup of sour milk last night before bed 🤢
Possibly related, he woke up crying a few hours later and making this weird deep gasping sound. Daddy was convinced he'd thrown up and was choking on it.
Guess we have a doctor's appointment this afternoon to find out if it's croup. I can't stop thinking about nasty curdled milk tho.