I'm such a failure, my pink sweater got dirty while I was out and my mom won't let me wash it so now it's gonna stain... I wanna cry it was such a cute sweater
I wanna cry
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I have obtained 7 extra strength advils, I'm really lightheaded and can't stand straight... Should I take all 7? It will definitely be lethal and I really want that... My mom thinks I'm sick if I died she would probably think I was really sick... maybe I should... I wanna die so bad... Please
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My boyfriend is going on a vacation for a week... I wish I wasn't such a pussy.. this would be prime time to kill myself..
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Every time I eat it gets worse, every time I look at a scale it gets worse... my only food for the past few days was a few apples..... they feel safe
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My mom just yelled at me again I'm scared....૮◞ ◟𑁬
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It's getting so bad... Most of my nights are spent curled up in a ball hungry, trying to cry, or harming myself...૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა I wish it would end I wish it would all just end
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Why must I hate myself, why must I hate my life, why is this happening to me, why couldn't it have worked the first time, why me what did I do to deserve this, why why why...૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა
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Someone just told me to take a bath with a toaster.... I would honestly love to 💔
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Bed time, good night fellow jirais

I hate myself so much.... I wish I didn't have to exist.... Why did I have to be born....
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