John Timaeus

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IT/Cyber Instructor/Consultant.
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If anyone's going to DAFITC next week in Montgomery, I'll be presenting Tuesday.

Come see what I've been brainholed in for the last year. And we can get some food/drink(s) after.

OMFG, I own a piece of history.
Walmart competes aggressively on price, but I never expected them to be the cheapest source for discount Cesium-137.

I don't happen to have a contact at Idaho National Lab, do I?
I've got some questions about licensing decisions.

Edit:
Enquiring questions, not judgemental questions.

If anyone's going to DAFITC next week in Montgomery, I'll be presenting Tuesday.

Come see what I've been brainholed in for the last year. And we can get some food/drink(s) after.

The Little League World Series is running on the TVs at my local.
I just noticed they listed a team as "Chinese Taipei" instead of Taiwan.
Corporate America is so afraid.

Curiosity question:

Does anyone know of a cybersecurity company specializing in Agricultural OT?

Numh
Meanwhile, it's an absolutely gorgeous day with temperatures in the low 80s and a cool breeze that is literally blowing right through my house because I have all the doors and windows open. I love getting fresh air through my home and today has been an amazing opportunity to do so. This, of course, is after two full weeks of high temperatures and humidity in Florida that left me wondering why anyone would want to live there.

Does anyone remember the site that had a comparison of all the Arm cores and the extensions they support? I have this hazy memory that someone made a little interactive page that listed the exact extensions supported by each core but I can't find it anymore.

Arm doesn't seem to publish machine readable TRMs and I very much do not want to have to go on a scraping adventure to recreate this :P

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This hit me like a ton of bricks:
@RickiTarr <Looks at her own history of writing> Fuck.

@Willow @RickiTarr hehe, just look at the piles of poetry I wrote as a sadboy and how much I struggle to write as a happygirl. 😅

I always point to Dante's Inferno vs. Dante's Paradiso. The Inferno is vivid, detailed, and deeply specific. The Paradiso famously ascends into vague symbol and metaphor. In a lot of religions and mythologies, it is similar, with detailed and specific punishments, but vague and abstract rewards that are hard to articulate.

Might also be the reason why so many stories are based on fantasies of what we don't have or as catharsis for what we struggle with. When we are happy and satisfied, we often want to be there with those things in the moment and not reading about something else.

@JoscelynTransient @Willow @RickiTarr

Hey girl,
You keft out il Purgatorio.
The Transition from Sins to Slavations.

Remembering the first time i read il Paradiso and was “spiritually high” for a week at age 16.

But i only read it that once…while i turned to il Inferno on the regular all the way to graduation…that or the Niven/Pournelle modern retelling.

All around rhe Ciardi translation
@RickiTarr Hmm. I counter with Seneca: "Curae leves loquuntur, ingentes stupent"
@RickiTarr Yup. I am a Writer and i am at my best in melancholy. But ii am shit if i am happy.
@RickiTarr coffee, chocolate.
@maccruiskeen @RickiTarr now try saying or even writing that while eating chocolate and drinking coffee
@oblomov @RickiTarr <grunt, moan, choke>
@maccruiskeen @RickiTarr now THAT's the language of love
@RickiTarr i don't get it, i guess i'm safe from the ton of bricks ​

until i get it

@Stellar
My translation: man horny, only happy when having sex; 'grunts and moans'. Pointing to thing man 'has' like a partner he has current sexual access to, makes man happy ('you don't need a name for what you can point at') When man has breakup or loses access to sex, ('loss') man cannot point at sexual object, (maybe they left because of such caveman behaviour, who's to say) and has to use his brain for a change.

(This did not hit me like a ton of bricks lol)

@Shes_Gabrielle s-stop i can hear the bricks ​
@Stellar @Shes_Gabrielle It does reduce things to a purely sexual experience of happiness which is odd.

To me that suggests chronic depression (or other anomalies in emotional experience).

Also all those comments about bricks are reminding me of that Pink Floyd album.

@RickiTarr Ogden Nash, Ted Geisel, (Dr Seuss) Charles Dodgson (Lewis Carroll) and a long list of others who wrote eloquently from places of joy and even invented words to express wonder and happiness would probably disagree with that assessment.

If we only invent words for things that are no longer there, why are there so many words for earth, and sky?

@RickiTarr yeah I was thinking about this in the way we censor sex (or even love if it's queer) but don't do the same for violence. Like how does that change the worldview of people growing up in a culture?

@RickiTarr

Nah, this is bullshit. The tortured artist troupe is just an excuse to underpay artists.

Joy has many words.

@RickiTarr oh dear gods. truest thing I've seen for a long, long while.

edit: presumably this is https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Richard_Siken

Richard Siken - Wikipedia

@RickiTarr << looks at my thousands and thousands of words in filthy text based roleplaying >>

I need quite a lot of these words to fill in around the grunts and moans 

@RickiTarr There are studies of how narrative is related to healing. Dealing with accident and injury, physical or mental, involves putting the experiences into language, repeatedly.

@RickiTarr “The vocabulary of joy is grunts and moans”.

When I gush and overshare about an interest, is that me expressing sexual pleasure? Do aces not experience joy? Has this man never once read a haiku about the beauty of nature, listened to someone croon a lullaby to their child, or stood in front of and just fucking looked at a painting that took months or years to make that is bursting with the artist’s wonder and awe?

He’s right that there is a failure of vocabulary here.

@WhiteCatTamer Exactly this, a perfect description. How terribly empty his life must be if that's his only joy.

@RickiTarr

'Grunts and moans', lol.

Don't they have kids that jumps and shout and sing and run in circles and dance and giggle or laugh out loud like birds chirping and leaves chattering in the wind and snowflakes twinkling and

@Sassinake @RickiTarr
@knutson_brain

“We don’t stop playing because we grow old. We grow old because we stop playing.”

George Bernard Shaw (attr.)

I suspect that as we stop cultivating feelings of joy, we also neglect cultivating our vocabulary for it.

So let’s go play with our kids. Let’s play with our dog today. Run and laugh and giggle. Find the joy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3KanfLqKXYg

The Primal Power of Play

YouTube

@RickiTarr In photography it is sometimes said that we only document things when we are preparing for them to disappear, or as a defence against their disappearance.

Moments of joy are generally fleeting and hard to capture and share.

Balance, peace, dynamic equilibrium, practice? The best we can find between agony and ecstasy?

@RickiTarr "All happy families are alike; each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way." — Leo Tolstoy, "Anna Karenina"
@RickiTarr what about when it's just in the other room and you can't be bothered to get up
@RickiTarr Words are not the real thing.
@RickiTarr it's accurate though. From my experience writing requires turning your thoughts into mush, and then turning that mush into the thought equivalent of banana bread in some capacity. You can't write without putting at least a little bit of your mind into your work. You're more aware of your thoughts when you're sad because that's when you think about how things should've gone, and what you feel bad about, and all that junk. You're existing less in reality and more in your mind.
@RickiTarr When you're happy you're letting yourself enjoy the moment. You don't need to think about why you're happy. You just enjoy the moment. You enjoy the moment while it's still there. You're existing more in reality and less in your mind. So it makes sense. How deep you are in your mindscapes determines how much thought bread you can make. Plus I know writing is basically just making shit up and hoping said shit is actually good. That post is literally this summed up very efficiently.