for the past six months i have had these weird abilities begin. one of which is to know when (usually my daughter) is not okay emotionally.

today i have that feeling, but it is more intense than I have ever felt it. neither of the two people i talk to most in the universe are replying to messages.

i absolutely know something is not fucking okay and i can’t stand it. I don’t like this weird ass ability or whatever the hell it is.

So here I sit. Chest tight. Sobbing. In pain.