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30's anxious mess. They/them. Change is the only constant. Goth on the inside. Trying to be radically compassionate.

The woman who was my step-grandmother sent me three birthday cards this year. On one hand I think what she did (changed my grandpa's will so she was the sole beneficiary. that money was supposed to go to my cousin, who needs care his whole life) is unconscionable. On the other hand she was around during some very pivotal and painful parts of my childhood. I've seen what Alzhimers does to a person. And this looks like something under that umbrella

A very spiteful part of me sees the irony in this and is greatful we're not blood. A very sorrowful part of me says that no one benefits from this, least of all someone who made my grandpa's last days a little more comfortable. And a very very small part of me wonders who else she is reaching out to like this, or if I'm alone

EVERYONE AROUND ME IS ARGUING AND IT'S KINDA MY PLACE TO MEDIATE AND I'M SO TIRED AAAAAAAAAHATATHAGARATSGGHRHTHR

Like. I can't coach these two on how to argue. Even if they invited it, I am not interested in playing moderator. And I have to leave it up to them.

I hope they prove my that concerns are overblown.

And the thing that kinda freaks me out was that this argument followed the pattern of ribbing previously established until Something Shifted it into Serious Territory (which admittedly I'm very bad at picking up on) and the player left the table.

And like. This felt like it was outta nowhere to me. But 1) I'm very bad at telling when joking around becomes serious and 2) there's probably a lotta context that I'm missing with either how they play, how they argue, and what they personally have going on.

Blaarararrarararrarag a player and the keeper at my regular Call of Cthulhu game are arguing and it's. Just. I hope they'll both be adults and talk it out and reach a compromise bc I really like this group and wanna continue playing with them.

But also the two dudes in question are cis white dudes.

The biggest difference between my father and I is that I live with my mistakes.
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