Ugh, I just don't feel like I'm good in this career anymore.
I'm making mistakes I wouldn't have made 2+ years ago because the amount of information to keep straight keeps increasing and my cognitive ability keeps decreasing with age. And I'm just so sick of tech. In every other area of my life, I bounce around among hobbies, etc. and never spend a ton of time indefinitely on any one thing. I can't get away from #IT if I want a roof over my head, but I've always hated committing to any one discipline or activity. I've never reached this stage with anything else in my life because I've always had the option of taking a long break from it.
I don't really have a realistic solution. I just gotta keep showing up and try to not overtly show the #burnout and hope this nerfed version of me is still good enough to hold on.