🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリス

@chroma@akiba.party
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vampire priestess🩸女教皇の吸血鬼
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Show thread🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリス10h ago

i just want to have normal relations with people online but I feel like relationships on social media are measured by your audience size, how willing you are to do free labor, or how much money youre willing to blow on someone... I hate it

it should just be about shared experiences and interests 🥺

Show thread🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリス10h ago

ngl some of the ugly parts around ""content creation"" really burned me out on it tho

I don't want to entertain:

- the consequences of posting something
- what "value" I bring when I want to build a friendship with a creator 🫠
- people being parasocial
- ""the attention economy""
- numbers

🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリス10h ago

i worked on my stream overlay for a lil bit and I wanna get back into it again

biggest issue rn is my job has kept me super busy and my energy levels have been really inconsistent 💀

I miss doing creative stuff a lot tho, I want to make that a normal part of my weeks again

🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリスJun 30
I don't know if this is confirmation bias or not, but all the code I've worked with that's been early on the LLM adoption hype train seems to be extremely buggy, poorly designed, and horribly organized. I really hate that people are like "yeah good enough" and publishing when it barely works...
🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリスJun 27
the way you pronounce http is "halter top" sorry I don't make the rules
🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリスJun 23
how do I help get femme lesbians out of the closet
🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリスJun 19
I touched grass all day today and I'm realizing that all the normies have become homebodies... now the weirdos can roam free in public it's wild
🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリスMay 29
is it foolish to want rizz that transcends comphet or is this a mistake
Show thread🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリスMay 25
idk even if I have mutual love for my friends, I still have this looming feeling like the broader "content creator" community just sees me as mediocre at best or exploitable for personal gain at worst and I hate it
🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリスMay 25

I feel like im going through sapphic hot girl burnout where I tried really hard to make friends with straight e-girls, only to feel completely alienated cause I didn't want to farm validation from male attention...

I see other lesb/bi girls go through this and im like... how do we find each other 🥲