i worked on my stream overlay for a lil bit and I wanna get back into it again
biggest issue rn is my job has kept me super busy and my energy levels have been really inconsistent 💀
I miss doing creative stuff a lot tho, I want to make that a normal part of my weeks again
ngl some of the ugly parts around ""content creation"" really burned me out on it tho
I don't want to entertain:
- the consequences of posting something
- what "value" I bring when I want to build a friendship with a creator ðŸ«
- people being parasocial
- ""the attention economy""
- numbers
i just want to have normal relations with people online but I feel like relationships on social media are measured by your audience size, how willing you are to do free labor, or how much money youre willing to blow on someone... I hate it
it should just be about shared experiences and interests 🥺
🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリス