🌙💮Lilith ✦ リリス

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vampire priestess🩸女教皇の吸血鬼
Lesbian⚢レズビアン
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I don't know if this is confirmation bias or not, but all the code I've worked with that's been early on the LLM adoption hype train seems to be extremely buggy, poorly designed, and horribly organized. I really hate that people are like "yeah good enough" and publishing when it barely works...
the way you pronounce http is "halter top" sorry I don't make the rules
how do I help get femme lesbians out of the closet
I touched grass all day today and I'm realizing that all the normies have become homebodies... now the weirdos can roam free in public it's wild
is it foolish to want rizz that transcends comphet or is this a mistake
idk even if I have mutual love for my friends, I still have this looming feeling like the broader "content creator" community just sees me as mediocre at best or exploitable for personal gain at worst and I hate it

I feel like im going through sapphic hot girl burnout where I tried really hard to make friends with straight e-girls, only to feel completely alienated cause I didn't want to farm validation from male attention...

I see other lesb/bi girls go through this and im like... how do we find each other 🥲

I think I figured it out

at least for me, I keep thinking that standards are a way of earning some kind of recognition or invitation into some inner circle; the reality is that you probably can already find that within your existing circle

I very much dislike this whole concept of "self discipline", I've been disciplined enough as it is thank you very much, really don't need to do it to myself

instead of punishing myself for having needs I'd much rather take the time to understand them and work with them lol

Everyone wants a mommy figure to make everything better, but ultimately you're the only one with that power over your own destiny. Yes, that's right, you *are* mommy.