talking about my mental health more publically feels like a privacy violation but like i am the kind of person that has been begging for treatment behind closed doors and all i see is negative talk of getting treatment like "oughhh zoloft prozac so ough i feel like zombie" i have never ever seen a post from a medicated mentally ill person where theyre just happy, excited even, to take their meds or recieve meds. nobodys happy to be medicated and if they say they do, its not out of actual personal joy, its because they have to. im excited and happy to be medicated bec itll make things so much easier i hope and ill be functioning like i used to again for work and stuff. im happy. im happy. euphoric even. pulls a confetti popper

are there any other chill instances like denden or is denden the only normal place on fedi

just lost a friend* because (looks at notes) i didnt respond in time to his "ik ur busy take ur time" responses about his very questionable views on the concept of being trans and i really didnt want to have a conversation after he only told me his views after i made a post about how some stealth trans people/trans ppl that deeply yearn to be cis just really hate being associated with minorites and dont respect people like me because we are "dangerous" for the perception of trans ppl due to our "confusing" identities and visible queerness + i found out hes a misogynist so i was really reconsidering keeping our friendship after finding out he makes a lot of weird posts about women, lesbians, and now, transfems, and i then got sent this picture on another account as some form of one-sided gotcha before being blocked immediately after #menbelike

gaga ball

hes almost done but jesus christ the paper so tinyyy