lotus

@atelotus
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i want friends. then more friends and then even more.
insta is pars.3e
sitting by the sea rn, trees are everywhere!!
i drank my favourite soup and now eating cake
sun electric is on my headphones
gonna see a movie in an hr
life feels great not gonna lie
i just made an #AMAZING friend like at the start of this week. we have been talking for the past like 5 days and it's been only great!!!1!1!1 i really missed talking to strangers
#discord #friends #yay
hate how my dad is only nice when he's talking about religion. quite literally any other time of the day he's torturing everyone with that grumpy attitude. if he can't do the basic requirements of his beloved religion then why must i
#religion #family
feeling super down/tired
idk if i want this relationship anymore, feels like he isn't really interested no more
maybe i'm thinking too much on it
gonna take some time off for myself today again, i'll read some books and listen to great music
#yay
idk yall i feel so..weird
whenever i get a diarrhea stroke i end up remembering how much i want to make everyone happy, save all the birds, protect all kinds of trees and keep everything safe
maybe it's bc it feels like im on the verge of dying with any minor inconvenience around my tummy
Creepypastas and analog horror are overrated as shit. You don't have to make everything scary.
current favourite classic music people: ravel and saens
this song with a think break + dreamy instrumentals (very orbital like) + breakcore drums has been on my mind for some hrs but i can't find it
where is it. where is it.
#breakcore #music #techno
in math class,
why is writing reviews seem super hard.. not for albums but for films specifically, i'm sure i'd need much more technical knowledge on music than i have right now to write something i'd be satisfied with. my sentences feel oddly stiff and i can't seem to convert my feeling onto text. kind of embarrassing honestly,
maybe i should learn more about cinematography, then philosophy... then about every director in the world...
maybe then i'll write something proper!
#cinema