If I have a scratch on my phone screen, and put a screen protector on… will that cause issues? The scratch is not terribly deep, but it’s right in the middle and constantly catches my finger and drives me nuts. But I don’t want the a screen protector to create some dead zone or something.

“A journey will have pain and failure. It is not only the steps forward that we must accept. It is the stumbles. The trials. The knowledge that we will fail. That we will hurt those around us. But if we stop, if we accept the person we are when we fail, the journey ends. That failure becomes our destination.” - Brandon Sanderson, Oathbringer #StormlightArchive

Finding it really hard to stay positive this morning. I feel triggered from literally everything.

Fuck fuck fuck.

Going to visit a friend tonight. Haven’t seen a friend on my own in I don’t know how long. Anxious as hell. But I need someone to talk to. Trying not to fabricate a reason to cancel.

Dammit it is so easy to lose hope. I have been vacillating back and forth constantly betweeen hope and despair. It’s driving me insane. Or… more insane perhaps.

Well, time for my nightly ugly-cry at how fucking stupid I am for fucking up absolutely everything.