Just bumped into my first UK online age verification. Well, I have no suitable ID, so that service is no longer usable.

The UK is making it unsafe to be online. Would you want to upload official ID to some random company?

Half an hour of meditation helped. I often forget to do that, then I always say the same thing, 'I must do that more often...' Then the next time I get worked up, I've forgotten again.

If only I could get a routine to stick

You'd think that the longer you'd been alive, the easier life would get.

I'm tired and have no energy left to fight.

As Monday approaches, I feel weirdly calm.

I've no idea when I'll get the results, and that's the part that I'm avoiding thinking about.

It could be something simple such as a food allergy. I'll keep that in mind, because cancer is what happens to someone else... that's how it always felt until now.