DAY 142 Another day done. One day closer to the weekend. Really hard to stay motivated and I feel how slow I am, just begging time to move faster… I’m glad I had a decent internship in between or I might have just dropped out as the job is so boring. #Baking #BecomingABaker #BakerySchool

DAY 141 I was told today that I have to take things out of the oven, you can’t leave things in there. Gee, really? Thank god you told me… and then I dropped a whole plate of caramel tarts on the floor. Can I go home now? #Baking #BakerySchool #BecomingABaker

DAY 140 A person basically said today that the place is struggling and the students are free labor and perfect for boring/hard tasks… great. Not really sure what to do with the info. A part of me wants to tell my teacher but I don’t want to be seen as difficult and not sure that it would change anything. #Baking #BecomingABaker #BakerySchool

DAY 139 Monday… Not loving it, might be over analyzing thing and taking it personally. I have bought some baking stuff and I’ll do some baking at home. Not enjoying this internship and I might nag for six weeks. #Baking #BakerySchool #BecomingABaker

DAY 138 Finally Friday. Not enjoying it. Cranky man is cranky and I can’t make a princess cake, feels like I’m going nowhere. Feels like everyone is annoyed with me and that I’m in the way, people are wondering what the hell I’m doing there. Not motivated at all. 6 weeks to go... #Baking #BakerySchool #BecomingABaker

DAY 137 Everyone is cranky and some micro aggression happening. I’m not enjoying it. People aren’t helping each other and no one seems like they wants to be there. Schedule for when we get back to school popped up today and me and my bff are teamed up for a month of chocolate so I have that to look forward to. #Baking #BakerySchool #BecomingABaker

DAY 136 Micro managing, too many cooks, miscommunication and just blah… 30 days to go #Baking #BakerySchool #BecomingABaker

DAY 135 A tiny bit better I guess but. Nope, not the place for me. Counting the days... #Baking #BecomingABaker #BakerySchool

DAY 134 It’s a bit dirty, unorganized and meh. It will be a long 7 weeks. I counted the days, removed the weekend and public holidays and 32 more days and then it’s back too school and I don’t think we’ll be having any tests. I’m not happy in this bakery but nothing is wrong either you know… not my place is all, I guess #baking #BakerySchool #becomingABaker

DAY 132-133 Had another handler these two days, feels like it went a little better. But the first thing I did this morning was counting the hours until I could go home, that’s not a good sign is it. A slow week and I fear the weekend will just fly by… I dread having a job like this, I can feel a lot of energy and motivation getting drained. Only 7 more weeks… #Baking #BecomingABaker #BakerySchool