@NerdyNobody

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I write and not much else! IT'S ROBOTS ALL THE WAY DOWN, BABEY. ADULT CONTENT WARNING

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One more for the Silky knot thoughts: Everybody teasing him and not letting him knot them while he begs to please put it in. Keeping him like that till they get bored, but this is so entertaining.... ANYWAY.
Like imagining the whiplash he would get having an Owner so ridiculously young who loves them like that, and even having a coach who cares so much. Imagining him internally Not knowing what to do or how to react with it, acting a bit awkward at first before he actually gets Attached. And there's the interesting idea of if Ruri heard of Magnum before, has Magnum heard of Ruri? Daughter of the man who remade him... both having some previous knowledge of the other, however minor...THEY'RE NEAT
Ruri and Magnum...I can imagine them having such a funny relationship actually. Because like, Frontier was from Dark. It seems like not a lot of guys there are very close with their humans, or even humans in general. And he may like Ricardo, but Ricardo is a strange strange little man. A lot of leaguers seem disconnected from humans in general! So he comes to SC expecting more of the same, only to get plopped with a teenage owner who jumps on her leaguers like they're not several metal tons
Still Ruri thinking but suddenly the Liliacs popped into the brain while I was writing...still kind of enamored with the idea of them going back to SC post OVA and getting more on their relationships there. Like. They're so new to the world, but they were made as a vicious mockery of the real original members. A violent recreation. Their relations to the rest of the team like that and. Ruri. Seeing these leaguers who are so so new, modeled after the ones who raised her, but wrong and sharp.
Thoughts about. Ruri Magnum parallels in their family dynamics actually. Reaching and reaching, but even when they finally manage to touch, the distance is somehow not closed. They have been rebuked at every angle, and even when they're finally *right there*, there is no reaching back or reprocriation. Turning away like they don't notice. Ruri, Magnum, and the distances they can't close with people who are right next to them.
DON'T think about Ruri not trusting her own dad do NOT. ("I love you, but you will not come save me if I'm in trouble. You won't look for me. You won't protect me. You think I'm more self reliant than I am. You won't stay, and you won't catch me if I fall. I love you. I think you love me too, in your own way. But you want me to do this on my own. You won't be there when I need you.")
Ruri now placed on the mind yet again.....thoughts about her hopping and how it's like. Not JUST a habitual thing I think, but also a very big obvious sign of "Hey! I trust you with my life literally! I know if i fall, you will catch me!". And how she Doesn't jump on people she doesn't trust. Later, post OVA and stuff, new leaguers getting jumped being like. An initiation right. Shes jumping in your arms and that means Owner trusts you! (Dont think about how she doesn't do it to Ricardo.)
CANNOT think more on Magnum having a thing for praise thanks to not having enough of it as Frontier, and sometimes Wanting to give up control and being taken care of instead, because he's always taking care of everyone else. He Needs to spend a day not allowed to do anything but let his team pamper him
Adult Ruri on the mind again...thinking about. Getting that post crashout 'scary adult' phase and just. Growing into someone her leaguers hardly recognize. Growing up and realizing that she won't be taken seriously, that her team will be in danger if she doesn't have the teeth to back it up. That she has to be a little mean to earn her place and keep it. Growing up and horrifying her poor leaguers that the little baby they raised has gotten hard. And it's hard to say if they would recognize why.
More sneaky peaks to make sure I keep going