Adult Ruri on the mind again...thinking about. Getting that post crashout 'scary adult' phase and just. Growing into someone her leaguers hardly recognize. Growing up and realizing that she won't be taken seriously, that her team will be in danger if she doesn't have the teeth to back it up. That she has to be a little mean to earn her place and keep it. Growing up and horrifying her poor leaguers that the little baby they raised has gotten hard. And it's hard to say if they would recognize why.