So. Barbie.
I have been having a lot of ~feelings~ lately. Of the “is my self who I think it is” variety.
And I think Barbie just helped me accept those feelings. And I am in pain. But I am also relieved.
So. Barbie.
I have been having a lot of ~feelings~ lately. Of the “is my self who I think it is” variety.
And I think Barbie just helped me accept those feelings. And I am in pain. But I am also relieved.
Me last night, stoned as all hell, explaining my love of furries:
“My whole life I always wondered why there was no other gay guys who were like really into open source. Like, where are the gay guys who know what GNOME is? Where are the gays who know the KDE used to by the shit but they fucked it up with KDE 4? Where are the gays who have strong opinions on systemd? I’ll tell you where: they’re all fuckin furries!”
Wait, what part of the IMAX control system is run off a PalmOS emulator?? 😧 https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGJ4go7XE/
/cc @thomholwerda
I have to go in for an injection every four weeks. I visit my local clinic for these appointments. I'm masked, always, but there are no more masks in health care. Today's visit:
Nurse: So you still...
Me: I still what?
Nurse: *points at face*
Me: Sorry?
Nurse: You still wear a mask?
Me: I do.
Nurse: I see. You're going to have to take it off someday, though.
Me: No, I don't.
Nurse: It's mild now.
Me: They also said EBV is mild. I got it as a teenager and 15 years later I still have not recovered.
Nurse: Well...
Me: I have never beaten a bacterial infection without antibiotics. I have never been ill for less than two months with any viral infection. Everything up til now seriously knocks me down, like my medical file says. At least 10% of people still have symptoms six months after their covid infection. What does that mean for me? Why should I risk it?
Nurse: It's a really big offer to make, still wearing a mask.
Me: Actually it's really a very tiny effort to wear a mask.
Nurse: Do you wear that everywhere? Or just when you visit here?
Me: I wear it anywhere where people are, especially medical buildings where lots of sick people come to visit.
Nurse: So do you wear it at home as well?
Me: What? No. Why would I?
Nurse: Well, I don't know, since you seem to be wearing it everywhere.
Me: Could you please just use the syringe now?
Nurse: Okay, if you would rather wear a mask all the time than feel bad every once in a while...
Me: You know, I have to think about my income too. I'm a freelancer. Who's going to pay me when I'm sick in bed for at least three months? I don't get sick leave. Who's paying me? Will it be you?
Nurse: *silence*
Me: Anyway could you please do the injection and make a new appointment for August, many thanks.
😫
This is what being chronically ill is like now. I have 15+ years of bad experiences with medical personnel and their gaslighting, their withholding of care and their abuse. But it's frustrating to have another topic up for debate possibly every visit now.
Woke up at 7:30 this morning, every intention of getting some projects done around the house. Immediately fell back to sleep until noon.
Woke up. Went out to be a bit of a slut (whee!) and came home just to doomscroll and eat dinner.
At least I had motivating to do *something*
Two hours. Two freaking hours to riding mow, push trim, and weed eat the front yard and driveway.
The backyard is going to kill me.
This dumb password rule is from UL Standards.
- Passwords must be between 8 and 12 characters
- Passwords cannot contain any blank spaces
- Passwords must contain at least one number, one uppercase letter, and one lowercase letter.
- Password Reset will randomly fail for no reason.
https://dumbpasswordrules.com/sites/ul-standards/
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