Don't be fooled by this picture. I feel absolutely dreadful today. Putting on makeup and a nice outfit helps, but only a bit. Recently I've been really struggling with my self image. Maybe because social media distorted my standards of how a woman my age is supposed to look or maybe because quite some people around me have been getting beauty treatments. Or maybe the heat is driving me insane. Who knows...

#ginger #yesIamfiahinhforcompliments #fakeittillyoumakeit #woman #beauty #summer #heat #makeup #fml #insecurities

I always feel happier around water. No matter if its a lake, the sea, a river... You know what I mean. It just eases my mind.

#lake #photography #nature #stormy #itfuckingwimdy

A picture of my parents, I captured it in march. I really love the sundown and the effect it had on the lense. It's rather idyllic.

#sundown #moody #photography #sunset #march

This was the first time I had a mullet. I really miss it lately, but I am afraid that I will regret cutting my hair short again. It's about shoulder length now. Which is the longest it's been in years. But I also just love mullets. I feel a bit boring at the moment. I guess I will always want to look like a bombshell and tank girl at the same time.

#shorthair #longhair #dontcare #indecisive #mullet #throwback