Cynni's BlogMay 1

The insecurities…

...fueled by the trauma of the past... 🧸 I used to be someone who was rather sure of herself. If I knew something, then I knew it 💯 and I would go with that as strongly as I could. But, I was/am different. My reasoning didn't follow the "rules", it went it's own way. And, what annoyed people most about that, was that even though I didn't follow their rules, and they struggled to understand my logic, but my results were sound. But... They could not "just" admit that. Nope... I didn't make any sense, my reasoning was off, so how could my results every be right? Or, to make things worse at times, how could my results be even better than theirs? 🤔 I never understood why people were so silly, as in why they could not understand my logic. But then, because I could not understand theirs, it was all too easy to start believing them when they told me all sorts of negative things about me. And, because many people felt the need to "correct" me, it must mean that I actually was doing things wrong, and I was too stupid to do things the right way... 😢 […]

https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2026/05/01/the-insecurities/

Court Cantrell won't conformApr 23

me: but if I wear a tank top, I'll be showing my chubby arms

her: lol, girl nobody is gonna be looking at your *arms*!

Okay, fair point. 😆

#WomanInMiddleAge
#insecurities
#MiddleAge
#MiddleAgedHotness

FareehaawanMar 8
A story from Fareehaawan✍️ on Medium Read “Modern Asymmetric Warfare and Civilians
Boundaries of Safety in the 21st Century“ by Fareehaawan✍️ on Medium: https://fareehaawan2.medium.com/modern-asymmetric-warfare-and-civilians-boundaries-of-safety-in-the-21st-century-584e5ea74379
#humanity
#warfare
#peace #insecurities
#unitednations
Modern Asymmetric Warfare and Civilians Boundaries of Safety in the 21st Century

#Humanity

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Mix Mistress Alice💄Dec 30

"This video breaks down the most notorious internet "alpha male" figures and expose how their entire industry is built on manipulation rather than self-improvement."—Patrick Cc:

The Pathetic Life of an Internet "Alpha Male" >

https://youtu.be/T6xT3Hwd2qg?si=OqMqYh1SFUJ4Owap

#video #alpha_males #insecurities #inflated_egos #toxic_masculinity #study #fascist_USA #youtubers #influencers #appearance #manipulation #self_improvement

The Pathetic Life of an Internet "Alpha Male"

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KierAug 22, 2025
Friend Fusion Season 4 Episode 19 with Phylicia Dshea.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=eYvXceV77tk&pp=0gcJCa0JAYcqIYzv
#youtube #life #insecurities
LottyJul 6, 2025
Don't be fooled by this picture. I feel absolutely dreadful today. Putting on makeup and a nice outfit helps, but only a bit. Recently I've been really struggling with my self image. Maybe because social media distorted my standards of how a woman my age is supposed to look or maybe because quite some people around me have been getting beauty treatments. Or maybe the heat is driving me insane. Who knows...

#ginger #yesIamfiahinhforcompliments #fakeittillyoumakeit #woman #beauty #summer #heat #makeup #fml #insecurities
Cynni's BlogJun 21, 2025

Not scared, but anxious…

While I am writing this, I am getting closer to the date of the surgery. When this post will go live, I will have had the surgery. Maybe, I will update it a bit before it goes online, maybe I will be too tired, and I will leave it as it is now, as I am writing this… If that makes sense… 🤔

I start writing this on what used to be my grandma’s birthdat, June 2nd. The surgery is scheduled on June 13th, so just 11 more days. Slowly, I am trying to get everything sorted to be ready in time for the op. But, getting everything sorted, realizing that the date is getting closer, it is messing with my mind some…

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https://cynnisblog.wordpress.com/2025/06/21/not-scared-but-anxious/

Animated Short Of The DayJun 12, 2025

Sprout (2024) [2 min] by Addison Fujimoto | #USA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wc6P0VWNaoo

#2D #2DAnimation #AnimatedShort #AnimatedShortOfTheDay #Animation #Sprout #GrowingUp #Insecurities #SVA #SchoolOfVisualArts

Sprout | SVA Animated Short Film

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UmithaApr 16, 2025
JITTERY JITTERY 😰😬😧🫣 https://blogspot928.wordpress.com/2025/04/16/jittery-jittery-%f0%9f%98%b0%f0%9f%98%ac%f0%9f%98%a7%f0%9f%ab%a3/ #Anxiety, #Dailyprompt, #Dailyprompt-1916, #Expectations, #Fear, #Health, #Insecurities, #Life, #Mental-health, #Nervousness
JITTERY JITTERY 😰😬😧🫣

At today’s times I strongly feel we all experience this feeling of being nervous very often. In our day to day routine, when the maid or cook is off from work, too much of traffic woes, cancel of c…

PENNING THOUGHTS!!!😌
TheLindenPapersApr 8, 2025

The rich are so inept that they don't even do pleasure right.

I mean, yeah. They'll do EXCESS.

But they rarely enjoy pleasure or rest for pleasure's sake.

They can rarely immerse or lose themselves to their pleasures.

Because it's so often predicated on them actively knowing that others LACK it. ➡️

#Philosophy #Anticapitalism #Pleasure #Authenticity #Ego #Insecurities #writing #Classwar #Classconsciousness