Intel_LogI knew my trauma shouldn't be ignored no matter how much people tell me to 'drop it' or 'think positive'. Y'all think clinging to the past is always a bad thing, but there's a valid reason I keep being triggered over even the smallest things or memories.
I'm fucking tired of my trauma being repressed with drugs and gaslighting. That's why I have started to reduce my med dosage just recently. I want to fully feel my pain again so I can wake up.
