Massive pain in my left shoulder and arm woke me from my siesta. I've lived for 30+ years with constant pain, manage it with drugs and willpower, fuck it and get on with it. But every now and then it explodes like a day-changing kick in the balls. Drugs. Too late but still necked them. Lying here in massive fucking bastard pain. Life with #ChronicIllness #Arthritis #pwME