Pixy's Journey 
#Journal of a slightly relaxed Dutch AuDHD Pixy 
(Monday, 06/04/2026).
I had gone to bed later, due to the puppy visit on Sunday afternoon. I changed my alarm, and I woke up once. Then, I woke up again when the alarm was making noise, telling me it was time. So, I got up. The scale was a bit kinder to me. I got dressed, I took my meds, I packed my bag, and I headed to Skoosh. Together we skedaddled to the gym.
When I arrived, it was all quiet. No cars, no people inside, just a deserted place. I went to the front door, and then I saw the signs that they has issues with the water supply, and they were closed at the moment. I was bummed, of course, and I had to get back home again.
Back home, I checked my email. In the “socials” folder, there was an email, informing me that the gym would be closed. But, since it didn’t come into my primary folder, it didn’t give me a notification, so I wasn’t aware of it. Yay, thanks email, for deciding what emails are and aren’t important…
I headed upstairs, where I rode my bike for a while. Then, I used my laptop for a bit, working on the pictures and vids that I had taken during the puppy visit the previous day. After some time, I got to the treadmill and I walked it for a while. When I was done, I washed up, and got back to the couch. I wrote my journal toot, worked on my blog a bit, and then I watched some telly. I also read a bit.
I had a relaxing day. After some food, I headed out for a short walk around the block. And then, back to the couch, as unfortunately, my brain was being busy, mostly about the puppy changes that could happen, and about the name day coming closer… I had written my bit for the breeder about my favorite, and why he was mu favorite, and what I expected from him, and what I would be offering him. I am always insecure when it comes to writing things like this, and because I had no idea about what the others would write (it was all through private chat), and I have no idea about the testing… I just struggle a bit with my feelings at the moment.
I know I will love the boy that will be my Koa, to the moon and beyond! But of course I have a favorite now. And there is this fear in me that, if my boy won’t be the favorite one, that I will be disappointed about that, instead of being happy knowing which boy will be my Koa. If that makes any sense…
I read some more, I watched some more telly, and I just tried to relax. I was hoping for a short walkies with the black fluff, but my neighbor wasn’t home, so no walkies… That was a bit of a bummer… So, I got ready to head to bed. I watched a bit of Scandal, and then I fell asleep while reading. I woke up once for the loo. When I woke up again, it was about 40 minutes till the alarm. I didn’t feel too bad, and according to my watch, I had slept for about 7:40, so not too bad at all. I got up, and I started my “day”.
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