I'm gonna cry
Idk if anyone remembers me and Kai is gone and everything has been so stressful recently I tried to be calm but the tornado so close scared me I thought we'd lose our house and I had a FUCKING PTSD ATTACK yesterday and I kinda just wanna die and cry everything sucks I hate my country I hate myself I hate the state of the world I hate that I can't do anything and always leave and the important people to me are gone when I get back
#jiraidon #vent